I m goin' crazy

I m goin' crazy. I feel ashamed of myself to be in love wif this gal who already haf a bf... n all these while i've been a 3rd party. She argued tat i m not... then wat am i? Or issit a norm to love two guys at the same time?? Or maybe all these while she has been takin' me as a normal friend. She still wanna meet me... this is drivin' me crazy. I think i m really goin' crazy... i still haf lotsa work on hand, aunt to worry abt, etc etc... i can't go down now!!!!! I shall leave her alone back to her bf, i know she'll not rem me when time goes by. Yes friends pls knock some senses into me.