Last day of 2007

Today is the last day of 2007. Supposed 2 meet David n Eljin at Mox bar (which i dunno where) in the late evenin', but i ended up watchin' movie wif Hendrik. Yeah the show i always wanna watch, "I am Legend". Hmm... really like it initially, till the end which wasn't quite convincin' though. However its still a gd show i reckon, not for faint-hearted. :)

Sydney again celebrated with the massive fireworks display at the harbour of Australia's largest city this yr. I miss my celebrations there... enjoyin' the midnite fireworks. Streaks of red, green and blue light flew from the bridge and office buildings across the city centre, reflecting off the famous Opera House and the harbour.... it was beautiful.

Cravin' for a movie/end of chalet

First time in my life ever i feel like goin' 4 a movie. I reckon this movie "I m legend" is so cool n the idea is new. Will Smith in the movie as a Dr scientist (i think) which is the only survivor in New York City after an outbreak of virus devastated the population. The once busy New York City became uninhabited... is worth watchin' in the movie threatre. Hmm... i dun really haf time 2 catch a movie... n who shall i go wif? My little cousin??

Didn't really stay in the chalet yesterday, jus went 4 an hour n left bcos of my bad flu tat i didn't wanna spread 2 anyone. Go cart this mornin' was so fun... we did enjoy it though it was alittle short. Tonite we r havin' a bbq, though i wun be able to eat (sick) but i'll still be ard wif the rest. The chalet is supposed 2 get us all together... once a yr thing which i dun wanna miss no matter how busy or sick i m.

At 11.40pm i jus reached hm fr the chalet. I didn't eat much at the bbq as i was still very sick. I had a bad headache 2. Finally G3 came 4 a short while n left. We didn't talk at all as i was busy wif the bbq n she was helpin' out on other stuffs 2. We a few of us guys played volleyball n basketball rite after. I felt slightly better after all the sweatin'. However it's comin' bk after my shower. I've never had such a long bad flu ever in my life, been 3 days.... had so many panadols.... vitamin C, flu tea.... visited doctor etc etc. The headache was quite bad 2... m i gonna die? :) Frankly speakin' i dun mind as i m seriously tired of life 2... sigh. When one has nothin' 2 look forward 2 everyday, no goal, no need $$, no wife, no children, .... ya kinda dunno wat ya r here 4. I missed Chris's performance yesterday, the song we composed together. But i m sure he did it well. :)

Chalet chalet...

Got so many missed calls n msgs today when i woke up. Still quite sick with flu... hope i can go to the chalet later... i miss the ppl.

I loathe it when ppl lie 2 me. I was told tat she was home the whole mornin' n noon waitin' for her guy 2 off fr work n then met up in the evenin'. She came hm late as usual but she told me she was gettin' 2 bed at 10+pm. Today she cld date earlier as today is weekend. After knowin' her better doesn't make me like her any better. I dun really concern abt who she is datin', but jus dun haf 2 lie 2 me bcos i m definitely not one of her "guys" out there. Hope she can jus pick one fr there n be truthful n devoted 2 him... pls.

Bein' described as an iceberg

I went 2 sch early in the mornin' despite all the flu n stuffs. Desmond flew 2 Singapore yesterday n flyin' bk tomorrow, so i gonna meet him in sch maybe 4 the last time. I can't send him off tomorrow bcos of the chalet. He's havin' a farewell dinner wif the rest later but i m not joinin' them as i'm still quite sick. I went lunch wif him instead... to the famous porridge at canteen 1.

Flora called sendin' her rgds abt my sickness. She asked me 2 meet her later 2 pass me smthin' etc. Hmm... i told her i dun think i haf time today n she described me as an iceberg.... meanin' i m a coldman. Haha... am i? Frankly speakin' i reckon i m quite cold at times.... hmm... pardon me. :) I m not like most of the guys who r usually more genial (wif a benevolent smile) 2 ladies, unless she belongs 2 my family, e.g., my wife. :)

My flu condition is gettin' worse in the evenin'... jus can't stop sneezin' now, n my nose is so red like a buffoon.

Sick, on MC

Went 2 Dr Tan this mornin', one of our family favorite doctors. Supposed 2 go sch 4 meetin' wif Tien but i was jus too weak 2 go, n down wif all these flu, cough, sore throat, fever etc. really drained me out. Xue came 2 visit me after her half day work n i was kinda touched although I told her this "Hey i m not hospitalized yet, dun haf 2 visit me". She brought me some vitamin sweets.... haha but i dun really eat sweets. We went 4 alittle walk in the park as the weather was jus awesome (no rain, not sunny, not 2 windy). She's a very sensible gal. I told Ming today she got a really diff char fr us, n smtimes she really pisses me off.... which i dun wanna talk abt it here. I can't help her in any way n i dun haf time 2 bother abt her anymore, kinda given up. But anyway she enjoys it... let her be....

i'm sick

I m fallin' sick, bad sore thoat n flu... jus popped some tablets. Went for haircut this afternoon, i like it though mum commented tat she cldn't see any diff before n after the cut, haha. :)

Had a short conversation wif Ming last nite after her date. We haf very diff perspective on relationship matters i guess. I wished her luck 4 her daily datin' tat occupied her well. :) I was explainin' 2 her i wasn't quite happy abt tat day when she asked me 2 go online while she was headin' bk hm. But in the end she didn't come online bcos she went out again for another date n had forgotten 2 inform me not 2 wait. I m definitely not one of her those suitors n anyway now i know... n i wun do it again. :) Today she went Botanic garden 4 datin', not sure which suitor this time but its a very romantic place 2 go... i m sure she enjoyed it. :) Hmm... where wld i go if i wanna go for datin'? I guess should be Sentosa.... have not been there for quite awhile.

Xue is very diff fr Ming. She msg me tat she didn't go anywhere durin' xmas. She claimed tat she rejected all guys who asked her out on tat day... haha so cool. She jus wanna stay wif her family. Yeah i know Xue, she is a more reserved n "gal-next-door" kinda gal. Unless she really feel like goin' out or some special events, noone is able to date her out. She handmade a christmas card 4 me, sooo... sweet. :)

Xmas celebration

Some pics taken at our xmas celebration/gatherin'. G3 didn't come/join us again. I m beginnin' 2 dislike the arrogant side of her... alittle overwhelmed.


Jiahui with the lovely xmas tree...

The younger ones around... i wasn't inside as i was the one takin' the pic! :P

My little cousin drew this himself without a single help... he's only 4 yrs old... so talented like me (jus kiddin' :P)

We took some pics together...
Ugly faces...

Bloatin' faces...

Dyin' faces...

Kissin' faces...

Smirkin' faces...

xmas eve

Sharon called a couple of times 2day askin' if i'd be comin' 2 her hse party, then maybe goin' 4 countdown together. Flora msg n asked 2 go 4 movie. Hmm... i dun think i'll be joinin' anyone. Countdown? Maybe by myself..!?! Today Chris n ZL are busy wif their performance. Dan is oversea, Chongyan is workin' nite shift, Ming should be datin', Hendrik n the others r celebratin' wif family. Hmm... my lovely piano will keep me accompany. :)

G3's personal msg on msn is "sakit" in indo, which means "sick" in English. Hope she'll get well soon. Wanted to get some xmas gifts for my little cousin, G3, etc... but didn't manage 2 find any suitable ones n it was so crowded in the shoppin' mall today.

Tmr we gonna haf a little celebration at May's place. For our comin' chalet, we'r plannin' on some games, e.g. "treasure hunt" n we gonna make it smthin' like amazin' race, kinda fun! Beach volleyball is another one.

xmas party

Started preparin' since early mornin'. I made most of the balloons... like over 200?!? Was quite fun wif Jiahui, Xiang, Florence, Shereen, Yinghui, Joel, Sebastian, May....etc etc... ard. It wld be better if Kaixian cld join us too.

See May n the rest in the pic? They look hilarious!! :P Dun really haf time 2 take pics, these r the limited ones... sigh!!

We (a few of us) went sushi in the pretty late evenin' after it ended.

Wasn't in a very gd mood today after smthin' happened yesterday. I felt very tired the entire day. Xmas is my favorite day of the yr, i pray tat i can be happy everyday, everyday is like xmas 2 me. :)

Sorry seems 2 be the hardest word

I didn't really go online these two days.... kinda worried abt smthin' tat i dunno if i should be worryin' of. I dun wanna be a 3rd party.... n i somehow sensed/knew smthin' tat i dun wanna ask/talk abt!!! Today i went 2 Orchard alone for no reason.... nothin' 2 shop 4, nothin' 2 buy... i dunno why i was there in the 1st place. The crowd was terrible. Anyway mum activated me 2 go bk abt 5 n help out on the xmas preparation. I had an asinine thought abt celebratin' xmas eve wif someone. However i m quite sure she'll haf a date on tat day, wif her bf/bf-to-be, so if i do tat... i'd be really really... sinful!!! Wun think abt it again. I may jus join Sharon 4 dinner n count down, or by myself.

Heard this song "Sorry seems 2 be the hardest word" by Elton John at whitesand shoppin' mall, quite cool! Supposed 2 meet Ming online when she was bk hm as she suggested but dunno wat happened 2... she seems really busy n we didn't meet in the end, reckon she was out again fr my intuition. Hmmm... i jus hope i did not hinder her relationship life.... n i must not be the one.... sometime i really dunno wat i gotta do. Feelin' so vexed.... think i know wat i should do now!! :(

Friday...

Mark stopped at Singapore again n called me at 7.15am in the mornin'. I wasn't 2 sober when i was babblin' wif him on the phone. :) Mark was one of my best buddies in the flyin' sch some yrs bk. He always wanna intro some flight stewardess 2 me rite now... so nice of him... haha... Frankly speakin' i reckon i'm too borin' 4 them so i asked him not to. :P

I rem those days which i got many of those "disenthrall" (2 free nothin' 2 do) friends. I used 2 haf a Yamaha motorbike to "fly" ard wif them. Ridin' at 150km/hr on the expressway was really like flyin' n was fun but "brainless". :P It was so dangerous n my licenses wld haf been suspected if i got caught. Ppl dun think of the consequences until smthing happened. Thank God i realised it b4 anythin' happened. :) Cherish yr life ppl... its worth more than ya think!

Went Eastcoast wif Xing 4 supper (very light one)... then we hangout there till 1.30am. We chatted abt everythin'...

Countdown!!

Got this info online,
Countdown parties 4 Xmas: Orchard Green & Chjimes.
Countdown parties 4 new year: Orchard Green, Chijmes, Esplanade, Clark Quay, Arts house, Sentosa, Downtown East.
Additional parties 4 Xmas: Orchard hotel (Chris booked it, celebratin' wif the performers, wif buffets n stuffs), May's hse party.

I've no plan at all this yr, kinda feelin' so anti-social n emotional. I reckon i'm too late 2 book for xmas dinner at any restaurant rite now 2. But i think countdown 4 new yr i'd probably be at downtown east. Jus a reminder abt the traffic nitemare durin' xmas/new yr eve... its wise not 2 drive on these days.

Was readin' n studyin' 4 almost the whole day. Went Orchard near the evenin' 2 meet Hendrik 4 Thai dinner. It was rather crowded at Orchard n we crept along the entire street. We took some pics 2. Abt 8pm Hendrik got a call fr his sista tat she was sick n he gotta rush hm. So i was left alone in Orchard... saunterin' all by myself.....

Sullen mood n sorry i m not 3rd party!

Borin' day at uni. Goin' dinner later at Orchard Shangri-la wif parents n Uncle Simon's family.... so gotta shower n change at uni b4 headin' out. The pic below shows my computer at uni, This wallpaper is hilarious rite? :P Yeah i always try all means 2 cheer myself up in this nerve-rackin' n ferocious environment where the warriors r all fightin' intensely!! I never wear watches but i jus realised my drawer has accumulated a nos of them, usually gifts fr birthday, xmas, etc. So friends out there.... rem not 2 get watches for me... i dun wear watches but i do accept diamonds! :)

Dinner was ok... as usual i didn't do much talkin' beside answerin' ques. Ppl like 2 ask me ques...i m always a gd target 4 ppl 2 ask ques in those phenomenal day/dinner/event.... sigh... pls spare me next time if ya read this!

Jus read smthin' online. Depend on gals, some gals like to flirt/out on dates even wif guys who they do not fancy. But WHY? They like the process of bein' loved n pampered n overwhelmed wif gifts/surprises... etc... n free lunch/dinner... why not? Conversely some gals are more reserved n shy, n usually reject most of the guys/dates out there. However this grp is gettin' smaller n smaller... sigh! G3 is a very gd example of gd gal. :) These two days i kinda worried tat i'd be a 3rd party of an almost matched pair... not very sure!! :( Today i finally realised wat Dan mean. I kinda bein' like a 3rd party standin' in bet which hampered them (he n ZL) fr bein' an item. I m very sorry n i really didn't know it. Now i know wat i should do....

Gatsby

Flora said she prefers me with long hair which the one she rem 2 yrs ago when i was jus bk fr Aust. She described the hair style in the Gatsby commercial as cool. Hmm... come on this is Singapore not Aust, so humid here. :)

Recordin'

Recordin' the song ya play is kinda interestin' n gratifyin'. :) Oh my fridge is runnin' out of fruits, gotta go supermarket 2 grab some. I need avocadoes, apples, tomatoes, carrots, banana, ...

Sunday of study!

Slept quite early yesterday, was exhausted fr the day of decor work. I woke up pretty early these two days, like 6am in the mornin'. Kinda readin' n studyin' on some work 4 sch. Received a msg fr Xuehui, she asked why i didn't reply her msg n she added a "HMPF" in the msg which indicates anger i guess. Ha... i dun even rem wat was her last msg abt which made her more furious. R all gals petty in nature? :P:P Jus kiddin'...

Ming chose a shirt 4 her friend ytd, which she averred tat the shirt wld look gd on me 2. She described the shirt vaguely... n i was curious why it wld look gd on me. I explained "I m fat n short n ugly... so i doubt it wld look gd on me". :) Think she agree too...
Another peculiar thing abt Ming is tat she kinda able 2 read my mind, or kinda like knowin' me 4 long. She knows lotsa things abt me which really freaked me out 2. If i ever rob a place like in Ocean's eleven, i guess i'll be arrested the followin' day.... yeah she knows my every move.... haha... :P kiddin'.

Smthin' hilarious which i wanna share. I asked this que a couple of times on some friends which many of them gave an equivalent ans. The que was "Which part of a woman's body tat guys will melt for durin' the meet ups?" Chris, Jaslin, Sharon, Xue, Dan, CY, Brian, ...all gave the same ans as 'boobs'. Ytd Ken gave this ans 2, which was so irrational. I wld rather think it was more reasonable if anyone ans "eyes, nose, lips, arms, legs..." which ya cld really SEE them durin' the meet up or so. Strange... strange ppl... or maybe i m the strange one!?!?!??

Sleepless nite

Woke up at 6am in the mornin', i cld hear the birds singin' at dawn. I was kinda "enervated" somehow... but cldn't sleep serenely though. Today gonna help in the decor work which wld probably take up the entire day. Wanted to go for a run but the hectic day of work jus hampered me fr doin' anythin' else besides nappin'. Little cousin came n he was sooo cute playin' n chattin' wif me... really luv him. JiinShyang brought me a gift today, a simple T-shirt which i really like it. Thank ya so much!

Do ya know life is so vulnerable, we dunno wat will happen tmr, or the day after tmr. Ya dunno who r those tat will still stay wif ya tmr, or rite after tmr. If ya go blind or physically impaired one day, wld yr friends n gf/bf leave ya? Ask yrself this que b4 ya reckon ya luv tat someone, or tat someone luv ya. I've also discussed wif Bryan not long ago, there r ppl (or gals) who can make ya smile everyday n there r ppl (or gals) who will only make ya frown. Think carefully... n i seriously thinkin' abt it 2 lately!!

Fish n Co day

Went Fish n Co with Chongyan today for lunch. I cldn't finish it anyway... the portion was too huge. We tried out the drums at Yamaha after lunch. CY kept askin' me to play the piano there. I dun really like playin' the piano at the shops... kinda like catchin' attention.... gd or bad whichever!

Was wif Chris for awhile... up 2 now we r still not satisfied wif the song, some of the piano keys... the way we mixed them up were kinda insufficient or sound weird. Anyway we didn't haf time 2 solve them out rite now. I m feelin' tired, discouraged, jealous, ....!!!

MingMing is soooo hilarious, thank ya!

Very tired lately, n i m totally worn out fr the editin' of the song day n nite. Chris n i are happy with it now. Had a chat with MingMing online, she's the funniest gal i ever know i guess.... n i cldn't stop laughin' while i was talkin' 2 her. Really gotta thank her for cheerin' me up. :)

Preparin' 4 Xmas

Today little cousin came 2 our place, so i didn't go sch... he's soooo... cute. Mum bought a new blender n an Xmas tree. I can't wait 4 xmas 2 come.

Yesterday spent my afternoon with Florence 4 sushi n movie. I didn't really wanna watch any shows out there but Florence kinda insisted... so we watched "The Golden compass". Both of us didn't really like the show.

Gifts fr Florence

These r the gifts fr Florence. She is such a nice, thoughtful n meticulous person. I really like them, thank ya so much. :) I feel kinda guilty as i've never bought her any gift.

I m really happy tat many of our friends do appreciate our newly composed song "her California dream", e.g., fr the feedbacks of Jaslyn, Xue, Sharon, Angie, May, Zhangli, etc. We (Chris n myself) did put in lotsa time, effort & argument to make this a success. Of cos Chris will be performin', wif some helps fr his team (other members playin' guitar, banjo, mandolin, etc.). Chris is an expert in this field n i can't wait 2 watch this vibrant performance.

Ade was pretty upset tat her boss used vulgarities n raised his voice. I loathe ppl usin' vulgarities too, n its not like a kinda victory once ya haf a louder voice. Pls think carefully b4 ya wanna hurt someone. *peace!

Her California dream

A song composed by Chris and myself.

Xuehui was kinda angry wif me 4 not rememberin' her birthday... she asked "How cld ya forget??!?", i ans "Why not?!??"... hahaa.... :)

Jesse's weddin'

Got an email fr Jesse (my American friend). He's gettin' married in Feb, n the date n venue has been fixed. So envy him!! I wish 2 get married 2. :( He's gettin' married in US Hawaii.
Place: On and around the beach cabana belonging to the "Outrigger Maui Eldorado", Hawaii (Kaanapali area of Maui, Hawaii).
Date and Time: Not disclosin' here.

I wish i cld go, but i m havin' classes!! Sorry Jesse, n congrat. :) Chris n i composed a new song "Her California dream", will be performed by Chris again. Yeah i've quitted. :) We r still amendin' here n there. Chris is gd, lets support him on tat day.