Swollen eye

Went for a swim in the morning in spite of my ugly swollen eye... last nite it was even more severe or i described it as "horrendous", n i jus cldn't go to meet Jaslyn or Joel... i hope they cld understand my plight n not angry wif me. I thought i wld go blind as i barely able to open tat particular left eye... nothin' much i cld do beside turnin' in early. Seriously, life is jus sooo... vulnerable... susceptible to physical or emotional injury... n wakin' up healthy each day is already a bonus... which is apparently true. This song fr the church jus striked my mind, which the lyrics goes like "i dunno abt tomorrow... i jus live fr day to day... ".