Pls support Cat in Miss Singapore world 2008

Finally finished wif the meetin' n presentation today. But still some work i gotta do, kinda busy again! I wanna share wif yr guys a hilarious situation today. The bus-stops in the campus are usually crowded esp durin' perk hrs. So when the bus (179) comes, ppl will be scuttlin' 2 board the bus b4 the bus gets full. There was this gal (alittle plump) who dropped some coins while squeezin' among the crowds. She was then pickin' them up one by one n I wasn't in a hurry so i helped her. She was like so oo... touched... gapin' at me in a thankful way... haha. I thought she'd treat me dinner after...but no. :P

Cat told me she got into Miss Singapore world 2008, wow... she really likes this kinda pageant event. She was in Miss Singapore... 2005 i reckon, or 2006... i dun rem. However she asked me not to go support her on tat day, probably bcos she'll be in bikini she said... haha. So friends out there, pls help 2 support her as much as possible. I hope she wun be angry wif me anymore... as i can't meet her for some reasons. Ok gettin' to bed... gotta wake up early tmr.

Healthy

Do ya rem this song "Always look on the bright side of life"? Yes its kinda true... some things in life r bad they can really make ya mad!! N if life seems jolly rotten there's smthin' ya've forgotten n tat's to laugh n smile n dance n sing...!! I feel really disheartened today, heard fr Joel tat a friend of ours is fightin' against cancer these days. She went for an op few weeks ago n gonna haf another one in 2 weeks time. Life is jus so vulnerable, she's only 19!! I dunno wat to say to her, i dunno if i should call her to send my rgds etc... sigh! But i m sure she'll be fine very soon.

So ppl, do cherish yr life. I wanna repeat this phase again in this entry "It's already a bonus wakin' up healthy each day". If ya r healthy, ya should be happy. Great health allows ya to enjoy every aspect of happiness tat life has to offer. It's more impt than other aspects like wealth, relationships, job, etc etc.

Dragonboat competition

Today went to the dragonboat competition. Wasn't feelin' too well but was extremely happy to see my teammates again for another ferocious battle together. Hmm... we didn't manage to hold any medal back this time, but i kinda enjoyed it personally, not sure abt the rest. Malcolm cldn't make it as he needed to go bk camp... wat a waste... we cld haf done better, or at least more fun with him ard. :)

Ivan n his docile dog...

Headin' home...

Today i received an email fr a friend (dun wanna mention name) n she was wonderin' if i was lyin' to her abt smthin'. I didn't really wanna explain myself but i was jus disappointed. Why wld i wanna lie to her? N its not like i've some motives behind or smthin'. Trust me friends, tats nothin' i wanna gain fr yr guys, i m not tat hideous.

doin' something gd...

Despite my bad flu, i went to uni supposed to haf a meetin'... but was somehow postponed to Mon. Slept at 3am in the mornin' so was totally pooped, but i spent some time chattin' wif Cat tryin' to cheer her up 2. :) I hope she'll get well soon.

Another gd thing i did today was to save a cat fr danger. I saw some sch boys in uniforms chasin' n confrontin' this poor cat. Not sure wat they wanna do but i suggested to them to leave her/him (i cldn't tell) alone for some long-winded reasons... haha. Yes i know i m long-winded!! Its not tat i like cats, but i dun like maltreatments n abuses, to anythin'.

Men are from Mars?

Do ya remember this popular book (no.1 best seller of the last decade) by John Gray in the 90s, offerin' some advises for improvin' husband-wife relationships by understandin' each other emotionally? If i didn't remember the title wrongly, it's somethin' like "Men r fr Mars, women are fr Venus". It asserts the notion tat men and women r somehow different just like aliens from different planets. Their brains are wired differently (i added tat myself)... haha. However, some psychologists and feminists claimed tat men and women are very similar, e.g. men and women can both be gd engineers, why not?

I don't really wanna comment on women. But as a man myself, i've some rights to comment on men or at least on myself.
- Men are quite emotional children-like sometimes, e.g. head over heels and floatin' on the cloud when someone they like kissed them.
- Men are usually more competitive than women, they care about winnin' a game or smthin' more than women.
- Men haf better senses of humor than women.
- Men are more willin' to give in to women. (lets not hurt the women we like!)
- Men are usually more active and energetic than women, e.g. sports.
- Men are quite romantic creatures, like givin' surprises to the women they like.
- Men can be quite noble, sacrificin' or doin' anythin' in silent just to make the women they like happy.
- Men won't mind on the appearances of the women they like, e.g. fat, short, not pretty, tiny, etc etc.

(Men can be sexy too huh? :P)

Still sick...

Still quite sick today, flu n fever r slightly better than yesterday, but sore throat is gettin' worse. Thanks for all the friends who called or msged. :) I'll continue fightin' with the virus today, round 2!!

While restin' n doin' some work at home, i m also spendin' the lonesome day playin' the piano. Music is somethin' so miracle, it can drift over ya like a cloud, settlin' comfortably in the background of a room as it does absorbin' into yr eardrum.

sick

I m down wif flu, fever n sore throat. Feelin' rather uncomfortable n haf been lyin' on the bed most of the time today. It got worse when i heard fr Cat tat she wasn't feelin' too gd either, but mentally. She was in depression due to some relationship matters. Luv... since decades ago people haf been searchin' for the meanin' of luv. But even the great philosophers, wif their profound definitions, cld not fully touch its true essence. I rem some funny definitions i ever read:

"Luv is when mum sees dad smelly n sweaty n still compliments tat he is more handsome than Robert Redford."

"Luv is when ya tell someone ya like his/her shirt, then he/she wears it everyday!"

"Luv is when the moment he/she calls yr name, n yr heart will be bouncin' like a monopode."

"Luv is when ya r lookin' forward 2 see him/her everyday, every moment."

Yes i dun really trust luv too, it's like a vicious virus tat has hurt so many people. I mentioned b4 in my blog... someone may be tellin' ya how much he/she luv ya now, n the next day he/she cld be leavin' ya for another "someone". Or the next day both of ya cld be the greatest enemy to each other. Cat, someone i'll always care for, I hope she n her bf will be fine asap, may God be with them.

heartrendin'

Not in a gd mood lately, rather disappointed wif a couple of things as follow, but i wun mention names of the ppl involved. 1) Renouncin' some activities tat means losin' some awesome friends, wun see or contact them as frequent. 2) Havin' conflict wif a friend who did not help our another friend who needed his help, kinda brutal. 3) Sad tat piggy didn't msg or reply me at all for 2 days. 4) Disappointed tat my own auntie Angel actually tried to test me out. 5) Pissed off tat a gd friend was lyin' 2 me. 6) Dad is sick. 7) I m gettin' sick too. 8) Disappointed wif a friend who was quite unfriendly when i was jus tryin' 2 keep her away fr unnecessary dangers.

I m gettin' so paranoid, i m kinda losin' trust wif the ppl ard me, n beginnin' 2 dislike a no of them. I feel like keepin' to myself n less in contact wif the ppl ard me for the time being to avert further conflict. Maybe the fault doesn't go to any of them... perhaps i m jus not in a gd mood or i m sick lately... so pardon me ppl!!

Life is jus so vulnerable

Bad day today, sprained my ankle when i stumbled over an unknown object, it hurts so much now. Sunday has a run, n i hope i can run by then. Life is jus so vulnerable and it's like a champagne glass, a slight push n it breaks into pieces, so treat each day as if it were yr last as ya dunno abt tomorrow.

Yesterday a friend jus told me abt another friend of ours (dun wanna mention her name here) who has recently found a lump somewhere in her body which i dun wanna mention where too. Some friends still dunno abt this matter n we dun wanna tell everyone for several reasons. She needs op n of cos she's devastated n worried, who wun? I dunno how to console her n i dun wanna ask her too for the time being. I hope she'll get well soon. For all the christian, buddhism, taoism, islam, judaism, hinduism, confucianism, jainism, sikhism, neopaganism, or watever religions out there, pls help me to pray for her, thank ya very much.

Learnin' 2 save

I've been spendin' alot again this month. Mum has been ironically congratulatin' me tat i am once again the winner (as a squanderer) in the house this and each month. She also like to remind me to get a wife who can help me save in future. Yeah, some people just haf a natural flair for stickin' to their budgets, while some need a little "wiggle room" in order to feel at ease. I've this very bad habit of buyin' anythin' i wan without really knowin' the market price, the need, etc. I NEED to trim my expenses, and less usage of my credit cards. It's easier to overspend when ya're pullin' from a bank or credit account.

I don't mean my account is runnin' dry, but i need to save as much as i can now while i am still young. Sister at my age or even younger than me, had enough to buy a condo apartment. Maybe remarks from friends were rite, as the youngest in the family, i've always been pampered and gettin' everythin' i want. I don't see any rainy day and dunno the important of money; and every cent seems to be plummetin' from the sky down into my pockets. Ok i'll think carefully before i spend from now, until i met my future wife to help. :)

Some funny tests (jus for fun)

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive. Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily. You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful. You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you. You do best when you: - Are always learning new subjects - Use your knowledge to solve problems You would also be a good therapist or detective.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

You Are 92% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman. You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

The Blogthings (tests)

Sheer bikini at public pool is a NO pls!

Today after work I went swimmin’ n abit of suntannin’ wif Sharon. I simply luv women who swim n suntan, jus so healthy n vigorous-lookin’. But today I was “staggered” by a young gal ard the age of 18-24. She was wearin’ this sheer yellow bikini top n it was very visibly seein' through her entire nipples, YES not jus the shape. I believe she didn’t know it until she got into the pool, she should be a pure innocent gal who was there playin’ with her little cousin (I assume) ard the age of 10-15. I felt really sorry for her bcos we were at a PUBLIC pool with sooo… many people, n i cld see many (guys n gals) oglin’ at her. She noticed it after awhile. N even Sharon was gossiping abt her, n she analyzed tat it was bcos her top was made of thin diaphanous material, plus it was wet, added tat it was light yellow, n tat she got rather large nipples tat made it so obvious. I agreed wif her n so gals out there, pls put on nipple tapes or pads if this happens in future, n if it’s too late when ya noticed then jus stop swimmin’ n go back hm, esp at PUBLIC pool. Sharon inquired “I thought yr guys should luv it?… why r ya pityin’ her?” I ans “Hmm… yes guys like it but I really feel sorry for her more than likin' it. N for me I stayed in Aust for long, we hanged ard the beach every weekend, therefore this is really nothing so mesmerizin' or fascinatin' 2 me, if ya know the beaches in Aust”.

Dare to luv?

Dan commented tat i look like a terrorist wif the beanie, so he added the beard for me. I find it rather hilarious so i decided to put it here to share it wif yr guys, ok... haf a gd time jeerin' at me bein' uglified!!

Today i've been thinkin' abt this que, do i dare 2 luv? Dun ya reckon luv is jus so vulnerable? Esp for those of ya who fell in luv n got yr heart broken, n it's jus so hard to put yrself out on a limb again, isn't it? For many ppl out there if ya can recall, how many times did ya hear someone sayin' how much he/she luv n miss ya, n willin' 2 do anythin' for ya, n never part in any situations? Sounds familiar huh?? Tired of it huh???

Sometimes i dun even dare to try... n wonderin' if she really luv me, or was it a misunderstandin'. I always like to ask myself this que, will she still luv me if i go blind, or lost everythin' one day? N i rem a friend askin' me this que "R ya willin' to renounce everythin' e.g. yr career for a gal ya like?" To me nothin' is more impt than the gal i like so wif no doubt i'm willin' 2 forgo everythin' for her, even if i've to quit my job now n leave to somewhere, someplace... N i know if she goes blind one day, i'll be her light n go anywhere wif her, n i'll NEVER never never leave her... i swear!! So after answerin' these ques, my friend Bryan denigrated me as a "DUMB" n too "SERIOUS" creature. Yes i know... so gals out there... pls dun hurt the vulnerable n dumb me.

Some wishes for today (not in order):
- Wyne can get well soon.
- Malcolm can get a job of his interest asap.
- Xian's hopes can be fulfilled.
- Jaslyn can lose more weight.
- Jasmine will enjoy her Thai trip.
- Ade can pass her exam.
- Shereen will like it in Aust.
- Ming can pass her exam.
- Dragonboat team can win in this mth's race.
- Dad's health will get better.
- Dan can be serious wif the gals ard him.
- Xuehui will be happy wif her new bf.
- Selina can be happier wif her life.
- Kelly will be able to cope wif her new restaurant.
- CY will be happy wif his new gf, though we r not in contact anymore as he's a chivalrous man as he admitted 2 (1st priority to gf or gals only, no time for us now).

Loneliness

While drinkin' and chattin' wif a friend last nite, we talked abt the topic loneliness. Did ya ever feel lonely? Loneliness may be painful or even fearsome. It may also indicate a need for introspection. But people like us prefer to be alone sometimes, to spare more time for work, prayin' tat noone asks us out today and so, yes we are simply mutants. But i do feel lonely at times. And sometimes i don't know who to trust, kinda paranoid. I hope my friendsss... please don't lie to me again k? Then we were suggestin' to buy an apartment to stay together since both of us + another friend are not married, sounds fun! :) We can drink and chat and sing and dance and party and kickboxin' everyday!!

Lyin' on the bed, wearin' my beanie (which my friends called it a condom hat), i started to feel lonely and hallucinate again... and do i look mutant?

Busy Sat

Was at Sentosa for awhile to meet Kelly as promised. I was lookin' out for Wyne who was there too wif her baby (dog) n friends. Saw a huge lady in yellow outfit n i thought was her, but unfortunately not. :) However Kelly didn't wanna stay there long so we left really soon. We had lunch n some shoppin' rite after.

Met up wif Xing for drinks n chat at downtown east chalet (the coffeebean) in the evenin'. Supposed to go fishermen's village but i was kinda tired so we called it a day after 11.30pm.

Surprisingly while lyin' on my bed, Jas called me 12.30am n asked to meet up at the beach, or her place, or wherever... n asked some bizarre ques, i was like bewildered. Yes she was drunk... so i asked her to stop drinkin' n go home rite now! Tried to call her but cldn't hear her at all wif the noisy disco background.... kinda worried.... n i hope she's home rite now!! People... pls dun drink so much, it's kinda dangerous esp for a gal n it's really bad for yr health. Sigh!!!

Crazy Joel's smses

As mentioned earlier on i've quit some activities e.g. mps meetin', dragonboat, performance etc. N this evenin' Joel smsed me as followed:

Joel: Hey Xian ask ya come next week.
Me: Haha... yup rite i believe ya. Dun let her know or she'll hit ya again. :P
Joel (pretendin' 2 be Xian): Hey this is Xian. Come lah..we need quality. I'm sure we need ya ard.
Me: So lame Joel, i m not stupid ok..
Joel (still pretendin' 2 be Xian): When he's sayin' the truth ya dun believe him. It's really me, xian. Joel was eatin' so i used his phone.
Me: I m on piano recordin' song..not gonna play wif ya. Pls dun play wif her phone k, i know ya too well.
Xian (Joel used her phone): Eh goodness. Joel didn't play wif my phone lah. Like i will let him.
Me: Turnin' in soon..tired. Hey really dun play wif Xian's phone..she'll not like it, ya crazy bloke!

Yeah Joel is kinda crazy at times although he's a nice guy! I was at the piano jus now recordin' n he kept disturbin' me wif his calls n msgs!! I miss them actually, Xian, Joel, Shereen, Florence, Daniel, Shyang, Alvin, Choonsong, Albert, May, etc. But i know there r more than enough ppl out there, n dun really need me ard. I can spare the time to do more work n to stay home to take care of my sick dad... but i'll never forget them, this grp of lovely people.

Rolex is not for me!

Punctuality is my strong suit but i dislike puttin' on any watches. I've like 18 watches (if i remember correctly) at home, most of them i got from birthday, sista, parents, etc... and they remain untouched. Today mum took out a brand new Rolex watch (over $1000+) and asked if i want it.... sooo sweet. But of course i didn't take it although i did try it on. :) She said since noone wants it she'll give it to my future sista-in-law. LOL... so whoever my sista-in-law is in future, congratulation ya've jus won yourself a Rolex watch. :P

birthday plannin'

Had a little chat wif Ade last nite. I jus wanna make known to everyone tat my friend Ade she is NOT UGLY!!!!! So plssss... DO NOT say tat again (i mean my those friends who ever said tat n also Ade herself). In fact i reckon Ade is beautiful in her way, also why so many guys were oglin' at her. :P Did i ogle at her too?? Hmmm... i think i did... oops... hahaaahaa...

My gd friend Jas stated tat she wanna celebrate her birthday wif me, wat a surprise! I inquired wat she wanna do or where she wanna go then, n she asked me to plan... i was like bewildered... i dun even plan for my own birthday which is comin' in 2-mth time. Hmm... chalet is kinda bored for jus the two of us, a gd dinner + a birthday cake cld be a better idea in a way. Let me know if yr guys haf any better suggestions!

Wyne said she wanna celebrate her birthday wif me too, n then we realised tat our birthdays fall on the same month. N subsequently we realised tat our birthdays fall on the same DAY too, Oh my God!!! How cld it be so coincidence??? Maybe she was jus pullin' my legs... so hard to believe!!!

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Gloomy day!

Sometimes i've so much things to say to some particular friends, accumulated for days, weeks, or even months. However when i see him/her physically or virtually, i jus cldn't pour it out. Or maybe i jus cld sense tat he/she cldn't be bothered, or maybe i felt tat i shouldn't tell him/her at tat moment, or i was jus bein' paranoid n losin' trust... I give up!! Hmm... friends out there.... if ya dunno wat i m talkin' abt... pls forgive me (I m not sure wat i m talkin' abt too)!! :)

Mum's annual party is comin'. Who should i invite to be my partner? Maybe i dun need one this yr... sigh! Among my own friends Dr Angela, Xue, Sharon, Dan, Zhangli, Andy, Joanna n Chris will be there as mum requested since she knows them well. Chris n his team will be performin' a few songs, n of cos as her son, i gotta perform at least one too as usual. :)

I took a pic of myself at the gym today, do i look soooo... damn gloomy n sleepy??? Haha...

Romantic beach resort

I've been to many places around the world, France, America, Australia, Singapore, Thailand, Hongkong, Taiwan, Brunei, etc etc... but i've not been to any beach resorts so far. Friends were embellishin' about the resorts and i've been ravin' over it since like 2 yrs back. Some friends did ask me to go but i felt alittle awkward goin' wif a female and mutual friend (too romantic).

Gd temper

Mornin' went for a quick swim alone, however the pool was so crowded bcos of sch holiday... so didn't enjoy it. Went burger king for breakfast/lunch since it was the least crowded one ard. The lady gave me the wrong change (40cents less), wrong sauce (fr wat i requested) n wrong burger (fr wat i ordered), n she kept sayin' sorry... :) I reckon my temper is extremely gd. If it was my mum or my sista.... she'd be in trouble. :P I rem readin' this tat forgiveness is a gift ya gif to yrself, it's not smthing ya do for someone else.

Near the evenin' Chris invited me to his place for a gatherin', wif his new performance group n some old friends. I did haf a chance to embarrass myself by playin' the piano infront of the experts. :) Was rather fun though! Lotsa work on hand n still strugglin' on. I miss my secretary!

Humans r as complicated as the time machine

Don't ya think humans are jus some intricated creatures tat are difficult to understand? Sometimes we just wonderin' if we should do this, if we should say tat, etc. Sometimes we just don't know if he/she likes it if we sms or call him/her, or if he/she still remember ya, or miss ya, or just too busy datin', or clubbin', or wif work, or sch, etc. And sometimes we are jus not ourselves......! We are jus soooo... complicated!! Do ya know wat's the most complicated thing humans haf built so far? It's the time machine called CERN's large hadron collider. It has a 20 years work-in-progress (still workin') with a team of 7,000 physicists from over 80 nations. It's huge wif 27kms in circumference, 175m underground. It's 1000,000 times hotter than the sun's core and travels very near to the speed of light. Can ya imagine tat? Wat'd ya wanna do if ya could travel back to the past or head right to the future?? Humans haf so many regrets in life... who on earth could haf a perfect flawless life???

Time machine CERN's large hadron collider (still in progress)

(copyrights CERN)

Met Thai friend Kai

Today Dr Angela came all the way here to meet me for lunch, but was so rushed as expected as she gotta rush bk to work, n soooo...i didn't really enjoy the meal. I dun like to rush things out n also why i scarcely be late for any appointments (ya should know if ya know me well). N i rem this case yrs ago which a friend (Chongyan) who made me wait. Wat pissed me off was tat he insisted tat particular time when i suggested a later time more convenient for both of us. N he was seen nowhere after 30mins of waitin' n i walked away. I loathe ppl who haf this habit of makin' ppl wait... esp over 30mins. Ppl... time is precious!!

Met up wif my Thai friend Kai for sushi dinner. She came to look for me, but i gotta help her tell the Taxi's driver on the phone the road name as she wasn't familiar wif the place (jus arrived in Singapore few days ago). We strolled along the beach for awhile... n we had a gd chat. She said she was so jolly at the beach as she had been stressin' wif the settin' up of the new restaurant in Singapore these days...poor gal!

Been checkin' online for the bookin' of chalet as Jas asked me to book one next week, for her, her friends n myself. To celebrate wat? I m not sure too! Jus for fun!! :) However i cldn't find a slot for the comin' weekend, yes now is sch holiday... too late to book.

I hate SPAM

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Sunday @Saucony 100plus passion run 2008

Woke up at 5am in the mornin', met up wif Joel to East coast for the Saucony 100plus passion run 2008. I was sooo...tired even b4 the run as i slept at 1.30am in the mornin'. Some friends were in the race too, some 15km (Joel, Goodie n I), some 10km (Malcolm n Anthony). The weather was jus awesome to run. While runnin', there was this participant in this spiderman's outfits really gave me a fright.... i thought i was not waken up yet n seein' things.... it was jus so hilarious to see a spiderman runnin' 15km wif me. I wasn't tat fast though n completed the 15km in 1 hr 31 mins, not too bad... i m happy! The top 10 crossed the finishin' line fr abt 1 hr to 1 hr 14 mins if i didn't get it wrong... they were jus amazin'.

Joel kept all my stuffs (wallet, mobile phone, etc.) together with his in the locker n i was soooo worried at one moment as i had totally lost him. I waited for him n the rest after the finishin' line but Joel wasn't back after 2 hrs 20 mins. I thought wat had happened to him... was impossible for him to run over 2 hrs++ for 15km. However he was back in one piece smirking away tellin' me how much he had walked. Anyway enjoyed my Sunday mornin' wif these lovely friends n the spiderman. :)

Me n my sleepy face b4 the run.

Goodie n i after the finishin' line waitin' for the rest.

Malcolm puttin' on his gorgeous smile after his run.

Gatherin' n lucky draws... we didn't win anythin'...though Malcolm prayed for a Timex watch, i asked for the $6000 trackmill.

Thanks Jas

Jas is a super awesome friend. She asked (volunteered) to stay over at my place so tat she can help to take care of my dad too. I was like so touched... but of cos i dun need her to do tat. Jas, thank ya so much! :)

Tomorrow is the saucony 100plus passion run 15km, gotta wake up ard 5.00am to get ready!! I m not alone, Malcomn, Anthony, Joel... n who else.... we'll be there!! I'll take some pics, stay tune. :P

renouncin' everythin'

I think its time for me to take care of my dad who is sick, n it's gettin' more serious now. I m sorry mum... i know ya r havin' a difficult time facin' the fact tat dad is sick, she still jus can't accept it. Other than tat i'll also need to work harder since i had been spendin' too much time on other activities instead of my studies. So as mentioned earlier on i'll give up everythin' fr now n jus ONLY stick to swim, jog n gym once a while. N i'll not be prayin' to God again as i know he wun bring dad back to how he was, i know!

Sayin' gdbyes to my mps friends n dragonboat teammates is tearin' me apart!

friday @home

Supposed 2 meet up wif Dr Angela for lunch durin' her lunch break, but i cancelled it as i was lyin' sluggishly at home... n didn't feel like goin' anywhere. Meanwhile i'd also wanna work on the journal at home... n send to Prof Yow by Monday.

Ade is re-takin' her exam soon, i hope she'll pass. She looks very "tough" fr the outside, but kind n "soft" in the inside. Imagine a gal learnin' hainanese to do translation for her grandma... its so awesome! Yesterday she gave her opinion tat i shouldn't give in to ppl too much, n should learn how to say no. She's so carin'.

Kai is in Singapore now, still wonderin' if i should meet her tonite or tomorrow. I reckon tomorrow will be better. Today i somehow saw this quote n i edited alittle n it goes like this now:
"gals r like phones, they luv 2 be held n talked to, but if u push the wrong button u'll be disconnected!".

It's hilarious... n yes i do agree tat gals r so petty at times. :) But gals r particularly very carin' n meticulous in nature. N of cos they show their affections 2 the guys they luv, n hope tat their affections will be reciprocated.

A day @Jurong swimmin' complex

Went swimmin' today at Jurong swimmin' complex, wif aunt, didi, dada, the students, n teachers. Aunt asked me to choose one of her teachers...haha. Hmm... i told her tat her teachers r all ok, however i believe in fate...so jus let nature takes it's course. :) N actually i dunno if i do trust luv, sigh...



Cute dada enjoyin' his meal...

I made this balloon together wif didi...cute rite? :)

tomorrow

Aunt who is a principal of a sch, called jus now n asked me to meet (or help) her, together wif some of her teachers n students for swimmin' tomorrow. Dunno wat she's up to again, n she said "pleasee....", which i didn't know how to say no. Am i too kind? Sigh... I jus hope she's not tryin' to matchmake me n some of her teachers again. Bryan asserted tat he envies n simply luv my life, but he doesn't know how tirin' it cld be.. n i wanna make it clear tat i m NOT those guys tat'd go ard foolin' or flirtin' wif jus any gals... n the more the merrier; in fact i loathe these kinda men, maybe bcos i come fr a very strict family. The world wld be much beautiful if all men cld respect the gals n themselves!!!

Kai called me n she's flyin' over to Singapore tomorrow... so i gotta meet up wif her too either tomorrow or the day after, or maybe weekend. She's openin' a restaurant here in Singapore so these few days she'd be kinda busy doin' all those docs n stuff. Anyway i m happy to see her again!

Sometime i'd feel like turnin' off my mobile phone, loggin' out of msn, n jus stay away fr the world n engross into my work. Feelin' so vexed lately, but glad tat Wyne (my secretary) is cheerin' me up everyday. Thanks piggy!! :0)

Large arrear of appointments

I've a large arrear of appointments 2 fix, sigh..!! Now is 4am+ in the mornin' n i've jus woken up fr my beauty sleep, tryin' 2 do some work while fixin' some appointments. The arrear of appointments are as follow (not in priority order):

1) to meet Jasmine since 2 weeks ago.
2) to catch up with Shereen again b4 she flies off to Brisbane Aust this month.
3) to meet Xue for an apology dinner which she requested since i had forgotten to attend her birthday party.
4) to meet Alex for work discussion since weeks ago.
5) to teach Dr Angela canoeing since 2 weeks ago.
6) to teach Jaslyn swimming since like a month ago.
7) to meet Ming to Sentosa after her exam.
8) to meet Professor Yow to discuss the journal since 2 weeks ago.
9) to meet up Irene for an apology dinner as she's angry tat i did not pick up her call (bcos i was at dragonboat trainin').
10) to meet up dragonboat team for championship dinner.
11) to meet Bryan for run trainin'
12) Wat else? Hopefully no more...

As ya can see i've soooo... many appointments to fix, please... please pardon me if i can't make it for some or any appointments, or gotta be later. I've lotsa work on hand too, so people please dun get angry with me again n again k? I luv ya people!! :) Ok gotta get back to work, gdnite or gd mornin' whichever.

Food cravings n thank ya Wyne

I m starvin' now while stayin' up late to finish off some work. How i wish to go out now to hunt for food at those 24 hrs eatin' places. Hmm... however my objective now is to finish off the work n catch some sleep, so i went online 2 youtube to find some singapore food, yes jus to temporary cope wif n stop my food cravings.


Wyne is really entertainin', fun, cheerful n carin'. She reminds me of Ming who made me chuckle alot in the past. Ming was jus as entertainin' n carin' as her. I simply luv people who can really cheer me up or perk up my day; esp lately i'm feelin' so glum n meaningless fr day to day. I loathe ppl who r arrogant, actin' superior, or tryin' 2 be cool... i'd jus do the same to these ppl, or showin' them the extra-double-upsize arrogant side of me. I was well-known for my arrogance durin' sch days. Ok bk to Wyne, she addressed me as Jim Jim, hahaaaa... i cldn't stop laughin' when i heard tat. :) Thank ya so much Wyne, ya r jus awesome.

Headache! I gotta renounce some activities!!

Takin' a short break, n almost 3am in the mornin' now n i m still tryin' to finish up my unfinished work fr last week. Wat i gotta do? Havin' a headache now n gotta wake up soon (in 4 hrs time) to sch!!

Startin' fr last week, every Sat i gotta go back 2 sch to work... then rush 2 dragonboat in the late afternoon. I feel very tired, n mum suggested me to renounce some activities, esp dragonboat. She commented tat i m too overwhelmed wif activities n may significantly affect my studies. Quite a no of friends had warned me abt tat too. Hmm... quite true, i've too much weekly activities. i wun give up swimmin', joggin' n gym so most probably i'll jus forgo dragonboat although i'll be missin' many of my teammates. However i m not tat worried now as the team currently has enough members n more r comin'. I need to focus more on my work too, my progress is gettin' worse... n seriously i may fail if i go on like this!! :( No more procrastinating, no more unfinished work!!!

N i had totally forgotten abt Xue's birthday, i went joggin' wif my dragonboat's teammate Malcolm. Sorry Xue, forgive me n why didn't ya call me?!? I promise next yr i'll rem, i m savin' it 2 my mobile calendar now! Sorry!