Thursday, April 30, 2009

Guardian angel

I didn't like this facebook thing as much as I do now. It's jus awesome how it helps to find your lost friends/classmates/colleagues, etc. Yesterday a sch mate (my junior) who we had never met for the past 10 yrs added and msged me. She wrote this:

"Well frankly speaking, ive been sort of asking ard about you for years, yes YEARS! hope this dun freak u out but u noe whenever im feeling down, u just happened to appear in my dream n console me. My goodness, we din even have a proper chance to know each other back then. haha... i see u as my guardian angel. then it got me to think and wonder how you are doing now...."

Its so touchin' tat somebody had actually been lookin' out for you for years, and even dreamt abt you. I feel flattered n honored tat she takes me as her guardian angel. Although it's jus a hallucination and i dun see myself as an angel, i m glad this helps her whenever she's feelin' down. To be frank i dun rem her at all but from now on i would like to know her more. Thank Eve. =)

Monday, April 27, 2009

Different groups of friends

Yesterday we had a school gatherin' in the evenin' but i couldn't make it... so sorry to my schoolmates who read this... i miss ya guys. Throughout the years of my life, i get to know many different groups of people around me.... and come to think abt it, its quite interestin' how i categorized these groups.

For a certain group, the people would jus non-stop talkin' abt the stock market... which are the lowest rated stocks, which are the best picks, wat are the current prices, etc. Its actually pretty interestin' if ya know some of these, like how it works. But do not get too engrossed into it... hmm... ya may get addicted. I've a friend (not to mention name) who won enough to get himself a condo but within 2 years he lost everythin'. So jus dun get too involved!

For another group, the people are jus sooo... committed to the political issues (local and international) and jus couldn't stop havin' political talks, sharin' their sassy, witty, brilliant and conservative opinions anywhere, e.g. on facebook, or friendster, blog, etc etc... wherever possible. Sometimes i find it too overwhelmed and uncomfortable. But if i could i would really like to nominate him/her to become the next senator, MP, or watever.... i believe they are really the ones.... they are jus amazin' and the country needs people like them.

Another group they are big nerds. They talk about work everywhere they go, even durin' lunch. I remember once i told some of them "I'm goin' for a birthday party at Zouk tonight." They asked "What is zouk? Is it a zoo or something?" Oh my God...!!! I luv ya people, ya are the saints. =)

Last group, we are workout buddies, we jog, run marathons, gym, swim, dragonboat, .boxin', ..blah blah.... together. This is my favorite group. =)

There are also some other groups which i dun wanna go any further, e.g. musical group, buffet group, movie group, etc.

With no doubt, all these groups of friends are nice people.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I dreamed a dream

This video is really heartwarmin', Susan Boyle, a typical batty 47-year old lady, went for an audition for Britain's got talent. Everyone was scornin' or expressin' scepticism when she walked on to the stage, stereotyped by her unpolished appearance -"traditional villager's look", age, etc. Simon Cowell (judge) didn't look too hopeful too when Susan said she wanna be a professional singer like Elaine Paige and when she said she would be singing I dreamed a dream by Les Miserables. But Susan's stunnin' voice changed the view of everybody, amazed the crowd at the bottom of the stage. It was the type of audition that makes the hair stand up on the back of your neck and the tears well in your eyes.

A good lesson for us to learn, do not be too cynical. Everyone has the right to fight for their dreams. See the changes in expressions from the judges and the standin' ovation from the live audience.

(Pause my music player on the bottom-right of the page before you play the video)

Friday, April 10, 2009

Sheddin' my tears

Today i visited a so-called friend, a 7-yr old gal who is sufferin' from some diseases (not gonna mention it here), and barely left with any hair. I find myself so weak, so vulnerable and useless in situation like this, i jus cldn't hold back my tears. I feel very uncomfortable until now... lyin' on the bed all day long, jus dun feel like movin' on with life, and facin' the cruel reality. I believe some of ya had this feelin' before, or perhaps not as weak as me. Maybe tat made ya afraid and tired of life, or afraid of tomorrow. It may also make ya cherish yr loved ones more. And i, after writing this entry all at once, am already brimmin' with tears. A man does not shed his tears easily, jus becos his true nature is untouched.
 
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