Friday, October 31, 2008
Day of fun...
Today is halloween nite n Jess's birthday celebration. I supposed to go to Zouk to meet her but due to the limp in my left leg i forgo the idea of squeezin' with the people. Other than tat, i m also rushin' for a conf paper submission which is due in two weeks. Ok anyway Jess i m sorry k? I hereby wish ya a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =)
Ok today Xue did a really funny thing tat made me laugh inwardly for like the entire day. Ok the story goes like this, since long ago she has been askin' me to keep long hair which she claimed to look better on me... but i never like to have long hair esp in Singapore (so HOT)!! Then today she requested for a sexy pic fr me to prove me wrong or to convince me... so i sent her one n she added some hair to it...
It's sooooooo BENG.... damn hilarious!!!! Hahahahaaa....
Finally the monster is workin' hard
Thursday, October 30, 2008
A long Thur...
After a meetin' with Prof, i took a nap... n i m still feelin' so tired rite now. I'll be stayin' at the apartment in Clementi tonite, too lazy to go home. Our new Prof-to-be Wing will be joinin' me for dinner later, thanks Wing. Today Chris has a gatherin' with ZL n the rest, but i reckon i'll not be goin' since i m kinda tired. Hope yr guys enjoy yrself! =)
Was talkin' to Irene jus now n she might still wanna join me to Tokyo. I believe she's ravin' over Tokyo n yes i pretty like Japan too. Did ZL say i m the Tokyo raider? Hahaa... i dunno i've not watched tat show.
My sprained ankle is much better now, thanks to everyone who sent their rgds. I m thinkin' of goin' for a swim n some tannin' this weekend. N of cos not to forget abt my weekly workout n run. Stay healthy everyone! =)
CY sent me a msg abt the airfare sales... immediately i searched for fares to Australia... wow yes so cheap. =) Should i go Aust for a weekend? I've not been to Darwin, Artemis is there. Or Perth again but definitely not Sydney rite now.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Busy day
Thanks for those who called/msged (tag, msn, sms, etc.) me: Sharon, Xue, Wyne, ZL, Jesse, Sophia, Shirley, burger, Elaine, Jess, Cat, Hen, Jenn, Daniel, Ling, Chris, etc. Mum was astounded when i got home. She uttered "Hey wat happened to yr leg? Ya seem more like a wrestler than a.... blah blah...". =)
Ok some updates abt my Tokyo trip. Hmm... initially Irene wld be goin' with me, but i had told her tat i'd prefer to go alone for some reasons. I've some friends there, so i m not gonna be bored anyway. =) Ok this time i promise i'll bring along my camera to take some lovely pics. I dun haf the habit of bringin' camera esp if i m travellin' alone, i can't take pics of myself.
Exams r around the corner, n i'd like to wish all the best to those who r havin' exams. REMEMBER to study hard n fight for the best results ya deserved. =) Its not for anyone but yrself! If stress keeps ya awake/uncomfortable/havin' nightmares, here r some tips for ya.
- Keep yr bedroom cool, quiet n dark.
- Drink a cup of relaxin' tea, e.g. chamomile n no alcohol or coffee.
- Massage yr feet (esp with warm oil).
- Listen to relaxin' or self-hypnosis music.
- Dun watch tv in bed, it keeps ya awake.
- Dun over-eat, try eat abt 3 hrs b4 bedtime.
- If countin' sheeps doesn't work, try countin' Jimmy. =)
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Ashamed of myself
I assume while I was asleep my subconscious was taking inventory. I m so ashamed of myself lately. Let me jus list some examples. I m in collaboration with another few of us on an international conference paper (to be published), supposed to finish by end of this month but i m still far fr finishin' rite now. Alex was kinda distressed tat we may not make it on time for this year submission. Moreover, I m like fallin' in love with someone who has a bf, such a fool. AND furthermore today i failed a task which mum asked me to accomplish. This made mum really upset. And jus an hr ago ZL called me n told me everyone was disappointed with me for backing out on the event thing. I feel sooo... sorry, everyone is so nice to me n i m failing them. I know yr guys who read this will be very disappointed with me too. I promise i'll change for the better.
Cancelled trip
Yes i understand there's a time for work and a time for play. I always understand this phase n its really my fault this time. Ok i've a very bad headache, i gotta rest for a while n get back to work.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Last song on piano
I'll stop playin' the piano for a while. Told Chris this mornin' n someone will be replacin' me in the event thing. =) I played this song on piano yesterday, my last song. I like it, pretty cool.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Doing what you know is wrong
Let's take a persona of a dietician. He's supposed to be a health freak who order a protein shake at the cafe, carry his own low-calories sweetener in his pocket at all times, and a part of his home smells like a pharmacy. But knowin' McDonald is unhealthy, he might still eat it in spite of that.
And did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Tryin' really hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't. You fall deeper with each passin' day, but try to hide it in every possible way. You keep explainin' that he/she is just a bud, but deep inside you've fallen in love. You keep pretendin' that you don't care and remindin' yourself it's not right for you two to be, but on your mind you are thinkin' of him/her all day long. How long can you pretend? Will you be hurtin' anyone involved? There are many factors you should consider. Ask yourself if you are doing the right thing, don't live with regrets.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Thanks mum
Ok the followin' pic was taken few months ago durin' our dragonboat's competition 2008, we won a medal. It's not a commercial advertisement abt winnin' a medal after havin' the chicken essence. =) Ok anyway I miss my team so much when i happened to see our pics jus now. I was quite fit n tan at tat time, n it was jus so fun with the awesome people ard. I renounced this sport due to other work commitments. =(
Ok gotta take a rest now. Catch ya guys later!
Aunt Jen's admission to hospital
I feel really helpless now, which reminds me of tat moment when my maternal grandma was losin' her last breath. I was only 13 n i jus felt so helpless, bewildered n kept cryin'. I prayed to God again today, jus like how i prayed for grandma. I hope God will ans my prayer this time. N Aunt Jen, we'll all be with ya to fight against the disease.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Heaven knows
Lyrics (favorite parts)
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She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
till I close my eyes
She's everywhere i go
She's all I know
And though she's far away
It jus keeps gettin' stronger
everyday...
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
....
.....
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
cause heaven knows...
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I know she's mine
.....
Don't wanna let her go...
.....
.......
Monday, October 20, 2008
Calmin' down
I received msgs fr friends who were sendin' their rgds to me, thank all of yr so much. Selina, Wyne, Jas, Sharon, Zhangli, Sophia, Jess, Feliza, ... thankssss!! Wyne rem our Sentosa trip after yr exam, study hard. =)
Ok i gotta stop smthin' fr today bcos i m really goin' crazy!!! =( I gonna engross myself into work... i m easily in a state of jealousy n emotionally upset lately. I've rehearsal tonite, tat gonna keep me busy n i miss everyone there.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Melancholy mood
I'm very upset when people i care/love are gonna leave me. I felt really hurt when someone i care/love told me she needed a break from me, or she'd be leavin' me alone. People cherish wat ya have now... bcos ya dunno how long it'd last.
I probably will stop updatin' my blog for awhile, unless i've smthin' impt to update. Meanwhile feel free to drop me a msg, thanks.
Midnight oil
Internet is sooo damn slow here tat i m crawlin' through the pages while dreamin' of things. I m hallucinatin' abt Ultraman fightin' the "monster", n abt havin' the monster here with me so i'll be laughin' till sunrise. I miss my little cousins too... i promised to get them sushi (their favorites) when i see them again. =)
I've problem loggin' in msn, either msn is down or my connection is jus too slow to login. I m now readin' an email fr a friend which she attached some pics she took yesterday (by herself). I jus can't stop chucklin' now... the way she posed... is hilarious!!! =) Thank ya my dear friend, ya never fail to perk me up. I m thinkin' of puttin' 1 or 2 pics here but i reckon i better not without yr permission.
Ok i m gettin' back to sleep soon, gdnite everyone!
Heaven knows
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Nostalgia photo
Some random pics:
Curtin (Perth City Campus) - reminded me of a friend
Telstra
Myer
Commonwealth
Woolworths
Bus station
Other interestin' pics i miss...
I was told tat there was a Pasar Malam (meanin' night markets in Malay) in Curtin's Alcoa Court yesterday evenin'. I heard it was fun... with over thousands people n 40 stalls, n music + performances. Wow... how cld someone has missed tat???!!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Sad sad day!
Soup
Fish
Beef, chicken n pork
Fried rice
Desert
Sometimes i feel really really... pessimistic abt friends. Have ya ever wondered who r yr true friends? I've friends who are there to try gettin' every single penny fr ya. Ok not to mention names. Person A: Only meet her once in a blue moon, but everytimes we met she wld borrow some $$ explainin' her pathetic situation, the very last time she borrowed $200. N she never understand the meanin' of "borrow" since she has never returned a single cent since the 1st time she borrowed. Person B: A gd friend n we usually meet like once in two months or smthin', he wld prepare a stack of insurance contract docs for me to choose. I'd usually haf to ask him "Can we dun talk abt this now?" And there r still Person C n D n E n F.... which i dun wanna get started with. I really feel very saddened the way some friends r makin' use of me, or takin' me for granted. Come on i m not rich, keep tat in mind!!! Even if tat person is rich... ya shouldn't make use of him.
I was very happy when a friend asked me to save, so touched. Today i've spent a pretty penny again. =( I've the paranoia symptoms now...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Happy birthday to daddy
"Missin' someone is terrible but at the same time, a sweet feelin'. Ya'll be sittin' ard wonderin' if ya meant anythin' to him/her. Sittin' in front of the tv dreamin' of him/her. Thinkin' of how nice it'll be to sit under the stars together... talkin' abt everythin'..."
But sometimes i'd rather avoid situation like this... its jus not right, e.g. he/she already haf a bf/gf, married, or doesn't wanna be in a relationship, etc etc. I rem readin' this "How to stop missin'/get over someone? Instructions: Give yrself time, keep busy (with new hobby, friends, work, holiday, etc.), less contact with him/her, n focus on his/her bad qualities. Actually i find this relatively true. =)
Ok again i'd like to wish my dad a happy birthday.
Happy birthday Daddy
Received several msgs fr awesome friends like LVmonster, Wyne, ZL, Dan, Chris, Sharon, Xue, Jas, Angel, ... thank ya so much. LVmonster n Wyne r havin' exams soon, must study hard k?! Be gd!! Aunt Angela sent me home today n i saw full moon again. It was sooo... beautiful.
Full moon
I'm bookin' flights to Tokyo n Perth. I can't wait to see my best friend Jesse in Tokyo. He's not Japanese but American anyway. LVmonster is in Perth, Singaporean... actually i'd like to meet her too. =) Other than tat, i've already booked flights to Manila n Vegas last month. So much travellin'.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Under one moon
Tat reminded me of an old chinese song translated as "The moon represents my heart". It's a sad song n i feel really sad at this moment listenin' to it.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Funny t-shirts
Ok the first pair of tees is my favorite, wear these when you're with yr sucky boyfriend/girlfriend.
How cld i forget our Miss Wyne?!?!
Sis called me this mornin' n asked me to rush back for daddy's birthday on a couple of days away. I m still thinkin' wat to buy for him...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Away message
1) Laosi (teacher): Take care of yr health, i'll be there for yr concert in Dec after my Vegas trip, bought the ticket.
2) LVmonster: Rem wat i said, calmmm.... down! Dun make the 260 pounds worry =) Take gd care of yrself too!
3) Lun: I'll not be around next week for the rehearsal (mum's event). Pls take care of the team.
4) Ade: Take care of yrself in Korea, enjoy yr trip.
5) Ming: Get some friends out for tea or smthin', dun bore yrself at home.
6) Jesse: Enjoy yrself in Malacca n hope yr presentation goes well, yr 1st time in Asia? =) Have fun!!
7) ZL: Hope ya've settled down well in Singapore. Sorry no time to meet ya since tat day after yr arrival.
8) Selina (nurse): Hope ya r fine with tat patient now (who complaint). Pls pls... listen to the docs.
9) Alex: Enjoy yr trip to San Diego n hope yr presentation goes well, take care of yrself.
10) Anna: Sorry can't make it to yr weddin'. Congrat!! =)
11) Xuehui: Happy birthday on 13th Oct. Take care of yrself.
12) Xue: Sorry can't meet ya next week for dinner. How many more meals do i owe ya? I've lost count now, it seems forever n ever... =)
Borin' Saturday @home
Mum had ironically congratulated me tat i m once again the winner (as a squanderer) in the house for last month. For credit cards' bills alone i spent over S$4,000, excludin' my cash expenses. She again reminded me to get a wife who can help me save in future. Yeah, some people just haf a natural flair for stickin' to their budgets, while some need a little "wiggle room" in order to feel at ease. I feel really guilty too tat i caused mum to lose S$15,000 on some investments tat i suggested to her. She has never blamed me at all but tat doesn't make me feel any better. She doesn't accept my money if not i wun mind payin' her back the sum.
I m workin' on an experiment with Alex lately. I promised to show him the results before he comes back fr US... so i gonna be busy these few weeks. N we gotta submit an international conf paper by mid Nov before i fly off to Vegas. So my dear friends... i can only see ya guys in few weeks time. Happened to see Dr Chen not too long ago, she's a research scientist specialized in research on cancer n the role tat natural herbs can play in healin' people with tat disease. We were talkin' abt her n I hope i've a chance to learn fr her one day. Ok enough of too much naggin', gonna get back to work!!
Summin' up my Friday
Met up Alex for lunch before he fly to San Diego this Sunday. I miss travellin' with him but this year we do not haf a chance to travel together. Last year we went Hongkong, Chicago n Texas together... so fun, n yes of cos for work.
Yesterday i kinda know a friend, Shirley's friend dubbed as LV monster currently locatin' in Perth. She's kinda bluntly with a great sense of humor. She harpooned me for everythin' i say... kinda kook but hilarious!! =) Yes glad to know some fun people, life is bored!! I tried to intimidate her with my 260 pounds story... lol.
Headed to the gym, followed by meetin' Wing for steamboat n bbq. I loathed the smell on me after bbq so i gotta rush home for a shower b4 headin' out again to meet the rest for mum's birthday rehearsal. Yes we wanna have a phenomenal moment with mummy. Ok didn't smug abt it, the rehearsal wasn't too gd, still kinda chaotic n twirly... we gotta be more organised!!
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Burger fans?
The heart attack grill is a hospital theme restaurant, where the customers are referred to as "patients", orders as "prescriptions", and the waitresses as "nurses". The waitresses' nurse costumes n behavior have caused the most controversy. Of course these nurses are not real nurses. This issue caused them into minor trouble, but even things like a lawsuit n least healthy menu couldn't pull this restaurant down. The heart attack grill deserves a salute for its ingenuity n ability to turn bad press into free international publicity. Go and have a try, but make sure your cardiologist doesn't know about it. =)
Heart Attack Grill in Arizona.
Menu includes the triple n Quad bypass burgers.
In detail, the burger weighs in at a hefty 8,000 calories.
Waitresses dressed as nurses.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Welcome back ZhangLi
The hilarious part last nite is where few of us teamed up to perform Hotel California (The Eagles)... ZhangLi almost died of laughin' (n maybe mesmerized by us... lol). Each of us was wearin' a wig n Chris added on with a cool cowboy jacket. Yes we look sooo... damn dorky!! When we came out Chris intro our team as "The Tweety". Despite all the silly parts, i was quite impressed with these people who played the instuments so well. Most of them are pro performers under Chris. ZhangLi is one of them. Compare to them i'm really jus a little tweety. =)
Ok no matter wat, i still miss the Eagles... one of my favorite bands. Lets have a look at their performance back in the 70s.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Sentosa trip
Friday, October 03, 2008
Another conference trip comin' up
BUT but... i'll be proud if i could travel to space one day, i'll definitely reveal it to everyone n place yr order for wat ya wan!! =) Tats my dream!!! Do ya rem Dennis Tito? He became the 1st traveller to pay for a trip to space, spendin' US$20 million. Can i be the 2nd one with a 99% discount??
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Hari Raya Puasa
Mum told me she met Aunt for lunch, together with the three maids. Then an old uncle from nowhere on the street asked her "Hey why do you need three maids? Isn't tat too many??... etc etc." My mum was laughin'... on the other hand she was wonderin' wat the man was tryin' to do. =) There r two diff groups of people in Singapore. Grp 1: People who do not wanna bother abt anythin', who cares abt the GST (goods n services tax) increment, who cares abt inflation. Grp 2: People who get agitated abt everythin', they jus wanna complain whenever they haf a chance.
Ok lastly i would like to wish all our muslim friends a happy Hari Raya Puasa.