Dental visit

Went to the dentist today. It's an every 6-month routine dental checkup n cleanup. As a casual conversation, i asked the dentist if i need any whitenin' or fixin'. He complimented tat my teeth n gums are all very healthy n clean, i do not need any treatments, e.g. whitenin' is not necessary for me at all. Yes i m so happy to be healthy. :P I told the dentist of cos, i wasn't allow to eat sweets or drink coffee, n so even now i dun like these stuffs.

A wow for Singapore flyer

I read tat Singapore flyer has crossed the 1 million visitors mark since it 1st started operations abt 5 months ago. Yeah for those oversea friends who know nothin' about Singapore flyer, it's the round ferris wheel which is the world's largest rite now. It's similar to the London eye in UK for those of ya who haf been to London b4, ya know it.

Anyway i've not been to the Singapore flyer but heard from some blokes tat the 30-min flight savors the magnificent skyline views, best for bringin' your gf. For those of ya who haf no gf like me, come on ya know tats not for us, maybe we could go take the ferris wheel at the escape theme park together. :)

Singapore flyer


Ferris wheel at Escape theme park

Cancellation of marathon training/run

I would like to apologise to all the ppl i have asked/persuaded to participate in the Standard chartered marathon. I've decided to draw back on the 42km trainin' and run. This is not an inadvertent decision but due to the injury of my leg, i have to give it a proper rest. The sprain is occurred to ligaments caused by a sudden overstretching. The orthopaedic specialist warned me to rest n no additional force should be applied on site of the sprain for at least 4-6 months. This is to prevent severe sprain which completely tear or rupture a ligament. Another reason is tat i'd most probably be in the States in Dec. I m very sorry for the back out n hereby ask for yr forgiveness. And for those who have already registered, i m sure you'll enjoy yrself with or without me. Lastly, I'd like to wish yr all the best for yr trainin' n actual run.

Do u believe in luck?

I do believe in luck, however in this day and age, i believe we can create our own luck. I heard people sayin' phrases like "ya lucky thing", "wow lucky man", but they are merely expressions of half-hearted self-centred joyfulness.

I remember some time back at the pool i heard a gal tellin' her friend she lost one of her earrings. They were searchin' around for it and i found it in the pool. I surreptitiously threw it near their bags at the suntannin' bench without them noticin'. And when she found it near her bag she was sayin' this "Wow it's here, lucky MAN!" Weeks back when i told my cousin he won tickets to wildwildwet, he shouted "Hooray... i'm so lucky!!" On my mind i was thinkin' "I bought the tickets, silly!" I set up a date by convincin' a female friend (with conditions) to date my male friend out for dinner, as he likes her so much (not to mention their names). He didn't know about wat i did, and was smirking and claimin' tat he was lucky and he was a real champion. :)

I started to believe in luck when i won EVERY roulette game at the Star city casino Sydney one evenin'. My sista was bewildered too and asked me to stop after winnin' quite abit. I believe in luck (negative one) when i consecutively lost my mobile phone and violin, followed by laptop and external harddisk down, then eye injury, etc. in just a short week. The only sure thing about luck is tat it'll change. Ya never know when and the only thing ya could do is to try creatin' yr own luck!

Lookin' at life in a diff perspective

Cldn't sleep well these days, n i m feelin' handicapped by my injured leg. But compared to the ppl in Randiya (abt 20km fr Orissa India), i m way more fortunate. I was tearin' apart to see these needy children which many of them not even havin' clothes to wear. Due to poverty they start workin' as young as the age of 6-yr old. Their usual daily meal is one of jus plain rice n salt. We can all make a difference for the needy. Do pay them a visit or makin' a simple donation by cheque (if ya live outside india) to Bhaktivedanta International Charities, P.O.Box 34153, Los Angeles, CA 90034, USA. Or send to (if ya live within india) Bhaktivedanta Ashram, At - Kuansh, P.O. - Bhadrak, District - Bhadrak, Pin - 756100, Orissa.


I received 2 online msgs fr Xian yesterday, kinda surprised. Yes it did perk up my day. The last msg she wrote smthin' like "I'm always gd, not like you!! Never reply to ppl's sms n suddenly disappear....". Haha... i dun rem not replyin' her sms. :) Anyway i m happy to hear fr her again. Hope to see her ard.

Who's the fairest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all? In Delhi India i seem to be the fairest of them all. :) However not knowin' much ppl in india, walkin' or in fact limpin' down the street by myself is kinda pathetic. Haf ya heard of the red fort? Its Delhi's signature attraction, risin' high above the clamour of old Delhi as a reminder of the wealth n power of the Mogul empire. Other attractions r the Humayun's tomb, the mammoth tower Qutb Minar.

I watched the dark knight (batman) in theatre today, quite a long movie. I had the weirdest dream last nite. I dreamt of Xian n we were on a holiday together somewhere. Weird huh? :) N the last thing i rem is tat i was jolted up fr my sleep with my eyes widely open when she gave me a kiss on my cheek. Tats the most bizarre, unexplainable dream i've ever had.

Smthin' amazin' i'd like to share wif yr ppl. See the 1st pic, guess wat biz is this?

Yes some of ya may haf guessed it rite, it's neither a bra boutique nor a lingerie store. It's a pub which requires the female customers to leave their bra behind when enterin' the pub.

NO BRA ALLOWED!! Isn't tat crazy? Hahaa...

Another one, see the ppl squeezin' in the compartment? Guess where r they goin'?

I doubt ya got this rite. It's a sch bus sendin' these kids (in the compartment) to sch. Isn't tat amazin'? Haha...

Are ya wat ya wanna be?

Parents think they know wat their children r goin' through. They believe they understand their pressure, stress n aggression. Unfortunately, this may not be the case. Did yr parents tell n make ya wat they wan ya to be? Yes many parents do, havin' beautiful dreams of wat their children will be. When these dreams dun come to fruition, disappointment comes in. I rem since junior sch, i've a keen interest in music. I had even thought of gettin' my bachelor degree in music but of cos mum was against it. N i m never a rebellious child. I believe parents should never hit their children, this will only make them rebellious to alleviate the pains. My sista is alittle diff fr me, her shenanigans proved tat she's a mirror image of mum (witty, underhanded act, fierce, brutal, arrogant, unreasonable at times).

I reckon all these yrs i've been quite a gd son. I wun scream at my parents, or using any melodramatic phrases (e.g. I loathe you) at them. The most i did was to lock myself in my room when i was upset. My parents haf always been very strict n controllin' wif us. Sometimes they'd even tell us not to mix wif certain friends, not to drink this n tat (e.g. coffee, so now yr guys know why i never drink coffee, even at coffee bean), etc. N if we dun listen it'll rile their feathers. But they dun practice wat they preach, they r drinkin' coffee every mornin'.

Every now n then i really dunno how to tell them on certain things. When i injured myself, they'd be so infuriated n questioned "why did ya do tat? Why did ya go there.... n blah blah...". N they'll never ask me wat i like, been 20 over yrs n they dunno wat i like to eat, wat i like to do, where i like to go. E.g. in 2 consecutive days fr yesterday, mum bought durians home 4 our supper. She doesn't rem wat i dislike n she always believe wat she likes must be wat i crave for.

Doomed day!

Met up wif Dr Tay today. He asked why i became so tanned, n advised me not to expose 2 the sun so much. Pretty true the sun is really bad for us. Anyway i've quit dragonboat n i wun be swimmin' under the sun now, so i believe i'll be fairer soon. Sometimes we need a friend to remind us on smthin' we dun see or notice.

Went to Aunt's place for dinner after. I brought Dada (2-yo) n Delon(9-yo) to the beach. After sendin' them back, i sprained my leg quite badly when i was tryin' to run away fr Dada who wanna follow me. I m wif a slight limp now. :( The worst thing is i still gotta walk as normal as possible when i reached hm in order not to let mum know. Wat a day...

Another borin' Sunday

Turned in ard 5am last nite to finish some work. However i woke up at 10am, still not too bad on a Sunday. Yesterday Joel msged me tat he wanna change his name to Jimmy for some reasons inspired by me... hahaaa... was hilarious, i cldn't stop laughin'. Think abt it... its pretty awesome havin' a friend with the same name as ya. Imagine 2 of ya r together walkin' on the street n a friend of yrs is there callin' e.g. Jimmmmyyy... hahaa. Which Jimmy? In Sydney i had a classmate by the name of Jimmy too. N when our lecturer called Jimmy, we were both baffled.

I most probably gotta help up teachin' 3 tutorial/lab classes in the comin' Sem. But i'll be away in Aug/Sept, and Dec/Jan. I m not sure if it's a gd idea to take these classes, i feel kinda irresponsible somehow. Anyway of cos there will be a replacement tutor when i m away. I m also kinda worried tat i wun be able to participate in the Standard Chartered Marathon this Dec as mentioned i may not be ard in Singapore.

Bumped into Uncle Soh's daughter in the elevator when i left Aunt's place this mornin'. Had not seen her for ages, so kinda surprised n happy to see her. She was goin' out wif bf so didn't really catch up wif her much.

Had a gd run wif Xing in the evenin', followed by dinner at Changi village. Tat ends my Sunday...

Indian vs Chinese

I watched this clip many times since years ago and i still luv it as much now, it's hilarious. It's kinda true, I encountered that before in Hongkong at the night market street. You would be astounded how antagonistic they could be. I remember one of them tellin' my friend off when my friend asked about the price of a bag but didn't buy.

Shopwiki bicycles

A rather interesting website (shopwiki) to shop for bicycles: http://www.shopwiki.co.uk/search/Bicycles

Shopwiki (website: http://www.ShopWiki.co.uk) revolutionizes online shopping since it finds every store on the internet. It has over 30,000 stores, give it a try. Example you can find Shimano bicycles and accessories (link: http://www.shopwiki.co.uk/search/Shimano+Bicycles) by doing a simple search. The search result returns you a list with pictures, prices, and stores. Another link example is the Dawes bicycles search (http://www.shopwiki.co.uk/search/Dawes+Bicycles) which returns you a list of Dawes bicycles.

Gifts

Jas's birthday has been over for several days but the gift i bought for her is still wif me. I bought 1 for Cat too as an encouragement... hmm... for her future endeavors? Or maybe her new job, contest, relationship, blah blah...! Anyway the gift is still wif me. N i think she doesn't need it anymore, she's perfectly ok now n i dun haf to worry anymore. :)

The feelin' is jus awesome when ya see or know tat someone is happy, esp fr yr little effort. As i mentioned b4, givin' is always more satisfyin' than receivin'. I rem Delon (9-yr old) was so delightful n jumpin' ard the hse when i told him he won few tickets to wildwildwet (Yeah actually i gave it to him). Anyway he was very happy, the translation is equivalent to strikin' lottery for an adult.

Angels brought me here

Do ya know who is the 1st Australian idol? Yeah it's Guy Sebastian. I remember years back in Sydney, my mum, dad, sista and I, we all luv him so much even b4 he won the Australian idol. He has a heavenly voice tat touches yr soul. And i particularly luv this song "Angels brought me here". I do believe Angels did bring me here. :) I didn't expect myself to be back in Singapore one day, and somehow, for some reasons i came back.

Guy Sebastian - Angels brought me here


Lyrics:
It's been a long n windin' journey, but i'm finally here tonite
Pickin' up the pieces, n walkin' back into the light
Into the sunset of yr glory, where my heart n future lies
There's nothin' like tat feelin', when i look into yr eyes...

My dreams came true, when i found ya
I found ya, my miracle...

If ya cld see, wat i see, ya're the answer to my prayers
And if ya cld feel, the tenderness i feel
Ya wld know, it wld be clear, tat angels brought me here...

Standin' here b4 ya, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is yr luv, every heartbeat speaks yr name...

My dreams came true, right here in front of ya
My miracle...

If ya cld see, wat i see, ya're the answer to my prayers
And if ya cld feel, the tenderness i feel
Ya wld know, it wld be clear, tat angels brought me here...

Brought me here to be with ya,
I'll be forever grateful, oh... forever grateful
My dreams came true
When i found ya
My miracle...

If ya cld see, wat i see, ya're the answer to my prayers
And if ya cld feel, the tenderness i feel
Ya wld know, it wld be clear, tat angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If ya cld feel, the tenderness i feel...
Ya wld know, it wld be clear, tat angels brought me here...

Makin' alittle contribution to the community

The feelin’ of satisfaction n joy by makin’ a positive contribution to our community is jus awesome, isn’t it? Maybe when I say “Givin’ is always more satisfyin’ than receiving”, it may sound idealistic n old-fashioned to ya. But have ya seen someone over the age of 70 n still volunteerin’ himself/herself fervently? I m sure wat drives him or her is a passion to help the less fortunate n the satisfaction of seein’ others benefit fr their little efforts. Yeah trust me for tat n give it a try. N of cos ya can choose where to volunteer, somewhere may need ya more than other places. I’ve friends who volunteered to help out in the church, while I chose to help out in the hospital recently. I dun mean I’m playin’ a vital role in the lives of the patients, but the feelin’ is jus amazin’ when ya’re contributin’ yr skills n time in helpin’ patients on their road to recovery.

Cheatin’ in relationship

Throughout these years, I’ve come across several friends wif their bfs cheatin’ on them. Cheatin’ in a relationship is devastatin’ and usually leaves permanent emotional scars if it doesn’t end the relationship. Unfortunately many won't find out about the cheatin’ most of the time until the one and only time when they found out somehow or told by someone else. I heard and read about many responses from people, e.g. “These kinda men don't change, never! They’ll put ya through all the guilt in the world and make your confidence low if ya accept it once and it’s more likely ya’ll accept it again”.
N another one wrote “If ya’re still young and haf yr whole life to look forward to wif better guys, its better to dump him now than to resolve on the cheatin’ and get married wif him one day… ya’ll be in damn shit after”.

Hmm… come to situation like this, I usually try to console my friends tat it’s gd to find out now before marriage and they should learn 2 forgive. I reckon forgiveness is therapeutic and helps us deal wif the pain and let it go. Holdin’ on to the anger n resentment only causes more grief and leaves us feelin’ stuck in a cycle of doubt and betrayal. However, forgivin’ someone doesn’t mean tat ya’ve to stay in the relationship. We need to forgive in order to move forward wif our lives n begin again. I personally can’t stand cheatin’ in a relationship and I jus can’t persuade my friends to stay in the relationship. I don't understand why should someone wanna cheat on his gf if he really luv her wholeheartedly. And I don't know if I should be happy for my friends if they chose to stay in the relationship.

Today a friend of mine has forgiven her bf for tat, and of cos in a way i m happy as i am very much wantin' her blissful. And today I've also discussed wif Jaslyn who experienced this before, she was still kinda worried and preferred not to think about it. Yes ya could choose to forgive and even forget, which one of my friends did and they got married. After some years she happened to find out her husband cheated on her again. But she thinks its too late by then, she’s older now, she has kids, and so she doesn’t want a divorce and chose to forgive him AGAIN. Come to situation like this, I seriously out of wits how to console her. I did tell her "Dun worry, i am sure this will be the very last time he did it." Or maybe i should say "Actually not too bad though, after years you only caught him once!"

Amazin' race asia season 4 anyone?

I simply luv this reality show amazin' race. I was pretty astonished by the Asia version which jus blew me away in season 2. N the winners of the race (Singaporeans Collin n Adrian) they r actually Malcolm's friends. So ya know who to look for advises if ya wanna give it a go. :) As discussed wif Malcolm b4, its really difficult to get a suitable partner, the someone who knows ya pretty well n can overcome yr deficits, e.g. one of ya gotta has a drivin' license. Application deadline for Amazin' race asia season 3 has closed and maybe ya cld start preparin' for season 4. Ya need to send in an entry form together wif a 3-min video introducin' abt yr team n stuff. I m sure this gonna be the most thrillin' adventure of yr lifetime. Hmm... for myself who should i approach 2 be my partner? I prefer someone who...

1) is not afraid of water, able to swim.

2) is not afraid of height.

3) is rather ok in his/her fitness (its a race, lotsa runnin' apparently, n dun forget ya're wif yr backpack everywhere).

4) does or doesn't haf a drivin' license (I've motorbike n car licenses).

5) can read maps pretty well.

6) has an innate sense of humor (wun bore me 2 death durin' the race).

7) can overcome stress (enjoy the process n haf fun, not all abt winnin').

The Dark Knight (Batman returns)

Are your guys lookin' forward for the follow-up to the action hit Batman Begins? Yeah the Dark Knight, oh sorry should be the Dull Knight, reunites director Jimmy A. Lee and star Dada Tan, who reprises the role of Batman in his continuin' war on crime. Rating PG, and some of the production pics are as followed:

Yes i'm sure your guys do recognise little batman (2-year old), the dull knight...

Now ya know batman does call for help...

The dull knight was headin' out for mission... but i reckon he had forgotten to put on his pants.

The dull knight on a ferocious fight...


The pictures above were taken at Aunt's place when i went over for dinner.

Happy birthday Jas

Ok back to serious talk! Today is Jas's birthday, happy birthday n sorry tat i cldn't make it to yr celebration dinner... was rather busy! But i'll definitely catch up wif ya another day. Be gd!! :)

Try not to call me Dr Jimmy pls!

Many friends have been callin' me Dr Jimmy, hahhaaa... i wanna explain myself alittle here, firstly i've not graduated yet. Secondly Dr Jimmy sounds like some cartoon character... n when friends were callin' me tat i felt like flyin' to the moon with my omnipotent power. :) Sooo... pls try not callin' me Dr Jimmy k? Be gd!!

A pic of me in graduation gown, taken fr the future. :P

A trip to Escape theme park

Brought Delon to Escape theme park as promised. We both had a headache after like the 6th ride. Took several pics of Delon... n jus one or two pics of me as he doesn't really know how to take pic.

Delon at the ticket booth

Delon at the central pavilion

We went to the Rainbow seesaw too.

This is the only pic i have, Delon took it for me.

N the haunted house where Delon got really freaked out. Then i gotta keep explainin' to him tat those were jus fake toys.

The pirate ship. We got two of this vikin' ride tat gave us headache.

N this one is called the kite flyer tat lets ya soar into the wind.

Bumper boats we did not play as we didn't wanna get wet.

Ok i m dead tirin', i need a nap now, catch yr guys laterz!!

Embarrassin' moments

Everyone has moments tat are rather unforgetable, and so when are your's? Embarrassment is a state of self-conscious distress. Haf ya wondered why we take such delight in listenin' to or watchin' people embarrass themselves? Haf ya wondered if ya could be the only sick person on the planet tat was gigglin' out of someone's embarrassment? I remember there was once i accosted a lady passenger sittin' next to me on the train as i mistook her for my friend Xian. She replied me. She was kinda blushin', and mistakin' me for tryin' to start a conversation wif her in order to know her. Her sniggerin' smile told me tat. :)

Today i got another one. Supposed to meet up at Dr Tay's place for his birthday party at 6pm. I was the one remindin' everyone (those i know) not to be late, and emphasizin' to them in a smirkin' manner wat kinda punctual person i am. But in the end i didn't turn up due to some reasons. Ok i deserve a cane on my butt.

Embarrassin' moment...

Happy birthday Dr Tay

Today is Dr Tay's birthday. Chris n Zhangli they will be there for the party... wow i MISS them sooooo... much!! Zhangli, who is so called my Er-hu teacher, is one of the kindest gals i ever know. I rem yrs back when i was havin' a performance which i needed to team wif her. Durin' the rehearsal i kept makin' mistakes n she was there encouragin' n jokin' wif me instead of tellin' me off. :) She's such an awesome friend! Chris worked wif me on a few songs n he was extremely tolerant wif me too. AND in spite of all these ya know wat?? I can't make it to today's party. I m sorry Dr Tay. Mum is visitin' Aunt's new openin' school n i gotta stay at home to look after Dad.

Tomorrow i promised my little cousin Delon (9-yr old) to Escape theme park. He is soooo... excited abt it, n i m jolly to see him happy too. Monday is Jas's birthday n the celebration may be tomorrow... i m not sure yet.

Meetin' up with Wing

Uni was rather quiet as usual today bcos of sch holiday. Went to gym for a short while followed by meetin' up wif Wing near the evenin'. Wing, fr Hongkong, arrived in Singapore 2 days ago, will be in NUS for one semester. We went cityhall to shop n dinner.

YEAH.... sushi... our favorite.

Wing was waitin' for his food, doesn't he look more like a korean? :P

Wing was checkin' out the sushi...

We went for a walk to the merlion rite after. Yeah we r both unfamiliar with Singapore... hahahaa... we kept losin' our way...



n finally... we reached the merlion (an emblem for the Singapore Tourism Board) which has lotsa watery n frothy saliva.


And one of my best friends in Sydney Jesse, he's actually an American, is comin' in Dec 4-7 for a conf in NUS. Hooray... can see him pretty soon.

Doin' smthin' 4 myself...

I wanna write this post more abt myself. Its more on wat kinda person i m... wat i like... n stuff. I m certainly a very time-conscious person. I reckon watchin' movies is a waste of time, n most of the time i was doin' tat bcos of friends, unless magnificent ones like X-men & I am Legend... i did wanna watch them on theatre. I realise i've been doin' things, goin' somewhere bcos of friends, n not for myself. So personally wat kinda person i m? If ya r askin' me popular but indistinct ques like r ya more introspective or extrospective? Seriously i can't ans ya, i always think tat this kinda que really depends... n i loathe answerin' it. In a more simple form of explanation, it's jus like askin' someone r ya generous (as in willin' 2 spend $$ unstintingly). It depends on wat 2 spend on, for who, is it worth the price, do i haf enough after spendin', how much i like it, n blah blah....!!!

I do not like to rush things, n if ya know me well... ya know i m an "on-time" person, never late! I dun like rushin' my day off meetin' diff grp of ppl, rushin' to diff locations, n ended up feelin' fulfillin'. Nah i dun n i m a more quiet person in nature. I like spendin' the weekend peacefully, e.g. playin' the piano an hr or two in the mornin', doin' some work or a swim in the afternoon, followed by maybe meetin' one or two friends for a drink n chat at the beach in the evenin'. I dun like meetin' too many ppl at one time, rather difficult 2 haf a gd chat. Ya'll be surprised tat i do like shoppin' 2, but of cos its not a weekly thing 4 me. Ppl like us haf very little time to spare, so much work on hand each week!! So friends, if i did not attend any of yr outin', gatherin', appts n stuff... pls pardon me k? Sometimes i jus wanna spare alittle time for myself, doin' smthin' i wan.


I rem playin' this song on piano abt 2 yrs ago, for an event. It's an awesome song i can say! 你要的愛 (can't type chinese... jus cut n paste only i confess! :P) Feel like playin' it now!!

Tirin' days...

My loss of voice persists longer than a week. I can still speak but jus in a different unusual voice, so pardon me friends who met or r meetin' me. Last nite Jas called me ard 10pm in the evenin' inquirin' if i'd like to meet up at the beach. Initially i was kinda bewildered n refused, but she sounded persevere n asked me to listen to her jus once. So in the end i decided to meet up albeit my bad health n tiredness. She arrived ard 11pm+ n we went for supper n hangout at the beach till like 3am. Yes my brain was half asleep n shutted down... but at least i acc her for awhile. I hope she felt better after. But this mornin' i woke up 7am, was like dyin'...hahaaa. AND i m gettin' more sick again!!

I m also extremely happy tat Cat msged me today, tat means she is not angry with me anymore. :) I jus hope n pray tat she'll be 100% fine one day, the same old Cat i ever knew.

Flora msged me if i'd like to go for movies n dinner this Sat. I've not seen her for ages which i reckon i should go. On the other hand my mind is tellin' me to spend the time on work instead, plenty of work on hand; n i should be gettin' more rest at home since i m sick. Other than tat, little cousin is also askin' me to bring him to escape theme park this Sat. N Sunday is Jas's birthday celebration... n ok tats it for my weekend... full hse!! I dunno if i should be happy or sad...

thai song

One of the thai songs tat i like.

Dare to check yr death date?

Today parents went out wif a relative since mornin'. Until like 9pm i cldn't get through them by any means. Was so worried n I called up the relative n she said they left back home at 4pm. I called aunt n sista but they had no clue as well. My mind was full of negative thoughts, feelings of agitation n turbulent. Was reproachin' sista for not helpin' me 2 find, n relative for askin' them out while dad is sick... n stuff. I was so thankful (to ?) when mum called ard 9+ tellin' me tat she was wif her friends lookin' out for some jades (those ornamental stones). Now i know how impt they r to me, if anythin' happens to them, i wun feel like livin' either... they r the closest ones i haf.

Fr this, i feel tat i'm kinda tired of life. I lost my focus, my goal, my smiles in life 2. Even if i haf lotsa $$ one day, i wun know how to spend it. I m tired, jus tired of it. I hope Cat is gettin' better now, m very worried abt her. Recently I m also very upset abt several matters. It's so hurtin' when someone tells me 2 leave her alone when i m so concern abt her; someone blames me for smthin' which i was doin' it for her gd; someone lies 2 me n i still gotta pretend tat i dunno jus 2 make her feels better; when someone thinks tat i m bein' harsh/brutal when i try 2 push n help him (e.g. in the gym, run, or on smthin'); when i m kind enough to borrow her some money n she asks for more, tellin' me tat i can afford. Isn't this a peculiar world?

If you haf a chance to know yr death date, wld you dare to haf a try? I happened to come across this website tat helps you calculate yr death date, http://www.deathclock.com/ . But of cos dun take it seriously.

Tats mine...

some online jokes

I was tryin' to find some online jokes to cheer Cat up by smses, tat was the least i cld do. Know she's angry with me, but as long as she's feelin' better it doesn't matter. Other than tat, i'd also wanna share some jokes on my blog to anyone here.

Online jokes:
1) Marriage is not a word, it's a life sentence.
2) Marriage is a 2-ring circus, weddin' ring n sufferin'.
3) When a man talks dirty to a woman, it's sexual harassment. But when a woman talks dirty to a man, it's $4 per minute.
4) Women r like parkin' spaces becos the gd ones r always taken n the rest r all disabled!
5) Ever wonder why some ppl wld spend $2 on those little bottle of Evian water? Try spellin' Evian backwards. NAIVE.
6) If barbie is so popular, why do u have to buy her friends?

I m so sick today after bein' in the hot sun for hrs yesterday. My flu n sore throat r back, with the bonus of cough n losin' of voice.

Equation for woman

Today i happened to come across an equation for woman, hahhaaa... kinda hilarious. N of cos not true, its jus for fun! :)


Cat had an argument wif her bf again n asked me to meet up. Hmm... there r some reasons why i dun wanna meet her at the moment.
1) I m workin' today, till quite late.
2) I m sick esp after yesterday, n lost my voice too.
3) The reln is bet both of them, its not gd for me to put a leg in at this moment, it'll make the situation or misunderstandin' worse.
4) Her bf wld think tat i'm the 3rd party, or tat i m tryin' to take advantage of this situation... which i wun do tat... i loathe guys who do tat... suckz!

So i advised Cat to have a gd talk wif her bf, settle this among themselves. N i believe Cat is a big gal now, can settle this in a rational way herself.

Sunday @wildwildwet downtowneast

Spent my Sunday at wild wild wet Downtown East with Aunt, her children, my family, maid, etc. I m sooooo... worn-out now, imagine i was responsible to take care of the 3 kids there... while also lookin' out for hot bikini babes... hahaahaaa... jus kiddin'. :)


The 3 little pigs... (fr 2-9 yrs old)

Tryin' hard to take pics with them, didn't realise didi was showin' his thingy (pic censored)!


A topless pic of me. Hmm... maybe 1st time showin' tat on my blog, but there were some taken durin' the dragonboat trainin' n competitions.

He was tryin' to pose like me...

Ok gonna take a nap now, have a family dinner later somewhere.

Lazy Sat

Today i had plenty of sleep durin' the day. Supposed to go to Dr Tan's D&D birthday party ard evenin', but i didn't turn up for some reasons. Near the evenin', i went to support Cat for her pageant contest. I never like watchin' this kinda contest, but jus wanna support Cat as promised. N of cos was happy to see her on stage too. Guys pls support Cat by votin'... i've not done so yet but gonna do it b4 the closin' date. I told her winnin' or not doesn't matter, i dun see wat so big deal abt winnin'... its not gonna crown ya into a princess, or make ya a millionaire. N trust me the one who wins may not be the most beautiful or wif best personality n stuff. I reckon the process is appreciably more impt, e.g. makin' new/gd friends, learnin' smthin' fr there, etc.

I was walkin' all ard takin' the pics with my mobile phone, but too bad the equipped cam has no zoomin' function. :( I kept hittin' on a lady's head while i was tryin' to stretch my arm closer to the stage....hahhaaa... thank God she didn't kick me.

Here ya go... these r some out of many pics i took... spot the lady in yellow...







Tomorrow i'm meetin' little cousins to wildwildwet as promised, so wun be able to make it to support Cat, or meetin' Ade to view the Thai apartments. Gonna sleep now... gdnite!

Lotto scam & wat is life?

Since yrs ago, i've been receivin' these email lottery scams at least once a month. The subjects look smthin' like:

1) CONGRATULATIONS U ARE AMONG THE LUCKY WINNERS OF 1MILLION US$ FOR 2008 EMAIL LOTTERY.

2) Dear lucky winner! Congratulations!! Official notification.

3) Congratulation...Dear Lucky Winner!!! U win 891,934.00 pounds sterlings.

Then they will ask u to contact your claims agent, some proceduress... blah blah. Should i feel lucky??? I loathe these spammers. I wonder who on earth wld be so stupid to believe tat they had won.

WHAT IS LIFE?
Gettin' so tired of life... n i'm still creepin' through day by day. Life is like a toilet roll, you only start to panic when it gets near the end.

Blood cells

Today a friend of mine was askin' about blood cells, which most of us haf modest knowledge about. I was doin' a project on tat about 2 years ago so jus wanna share wif your guys alittle. Wat are red and white blood cells which we commonly heard about?

Ok i'll get started wif red blood cells. Why are they red? It's mainly bcos they contain the bright red protein called haemoglobin which carries oxygen around your body and removes waste. Jus a single drop of blood contains up to millions of red blood cells, imagine tat! However these cells get worn out and die around 100-120 days. Our bones will continue to produce new blood cells, replenishin' our supply.

How about white blood cells? These cells are cells of the immune system tat continually on the lookout for signs of disease, germ, or infection enterin' your body. They will either surround and devour the bacteria or produce protective anti-bodies to overpower the bacteria. A single drop of blood can contain up to 7000-25,000 white blood cells. These blood cells have an even shorter life span than the red blood cells. They only live from few days to weeks. However a high no. of white blood cells may not be good, it's a symptom of Leukemia (a cancer in the blood).

Prayin' for "She"

A friend of mine (in short i call her "She") will be doin' chemotherapy these few days, i prayed for her n i hope she'll get well soon. Chemotherapy refers 2 some antineoplastic drugs used to treat cancer, or in short chemicals 2 kill cancer cells. I m still very worried now but i dun wanna call her for the time bein', she also doesn't wan us to visit her for now. Chemotherapy may cause nausea, vomitin', hair loss, headache, ...etc. I hope she can take it... very worried n tats nothin' i can do now but jus pray for her!! :( I m a very scientific person who is not really into superstition n religion, but when one is desperate n out of wits, he'll try any means.

Watever religion ya r, pls help me to pray for her, thankssss...!!!

Tellin' a gal u like her...

Is there someone who is always in the back of your mind? The someone who makes u mumble, blush, beat around the bush, or like a wuss when ya're talkin' to her. The someone who makes ya float on the cloud home, head over heels after conversations, etc. The someone ya like but jus can't confess to her. Tellin' a gal ya like her sounds rather simple but it could be the hardest task in life.

There are many online hints on doin' tat, like "be presentable, be confident, be decent, be assertive, be romantic, don't be afraid of rejection, don't be stressed, don't mumble... blah blah...". But trust me... its not gonna be easy! On the other hand, ya could think tat love is not an obsession. If ya love someone, she does not haf to know, or u may not need to be wif her. Ya'll find tat as long as she's happy, ya'll be jolly too. Love is complicated, isn't it?

(note: If ya love someone, please don't hurt, betray or cheat on him/her.)

Love story

Today this song by Bryan Adam (Please forgive me) was successfully planted into my brain. I goes like... "Still feels like our 1st nite together.... I remember the smell of your skin, i remember everythin', i remember all the moves, i remember ya yeah, i remember the nites, ya know i still do..., if ya're feelin' lonely, don't, ya're the only one i'll ever want...."

Read this touchin’ love story today and wanna share it here with your guys. I’ll write as wat I remember.

I knew this gal in high sch, and I was starin’ at her long silky hair. After awhile we became gd friends in class. I wanna tell her I love her but was just too shy.

After graduation, she called me one day in tears, mumblin’ on and on about how her love had broken her heart. We met at the beach and she fell asleep leanin’ on my shoulder. I stared at her soft eyes, wishin’ she was mine. I wanna tell her I don't wanna be jus friends, but I was just too shy.

Time flies and after several years, she invited me 2 her weddin’. I attended and sat in the pews of the church. The gal I love most was gettin’ married and drivin' off to her new life, to another man. I wanna tell her to go with me but I knew it was too late.

Years passed, I looked down the coffin of a gal who I love most. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high sch years, it reads “I stare at him wishin’ he was mine, but he didn’t notice me at all, and I knew it. I wanna tell him I don't wanna be just friends with him, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he’d tell me he loves me, I wish I did too…”. I was in tears, everythin’ was jus too late I knew…